THINKING BACK

From my up coming album... IT'S BEEN A WHILE.

A Sample from my up coming album

 http://youtu.be/OX9IwaAUE0o

HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO GO TO SAVE YOUR CHILDREN???

Mothers In Charge

WE HAVE TO DO BETTER:(...

M.I.C 1

Creative beams of light

We are the most gracious children of God

We are not just autistic

We are creative

We are brilliant

We are gifted

We were crafted out of love for life

We have beautiful brown eyes

We have shinning black eyes

We have healthy green eyes

And those other colors in between

We are bright beams of light

Taken for granted & hardly seen

We have long straight hair

We have sun tight kinky hair

We have curly hair

And we wear cornrows at times

because of our perceived weakness

We have triggers and ticks of all kinds

We are autistic

Yet we are divine

We are children geniuses from another space & time

We are guardian angels dancing & taping stick

Under a bright beam of light

Reflecting all that is pure

Reflecting all that is raw

Reflecting all that is us

Reflecting all that is love

Reflecting all that is just

We dream of one day speaking in a language called understanding

Hopping to not be misunderstood

We ask that you continue to have faith & patience

So that one day God will help you to better understand us

Love us without fuss

We cry not for us but for you

We cry for you going to school for years & still find yourself

Having difficulty with us

Open up your heart & accept us accordingly

We are autistic

We are creative

We are brilliant

We are gifted

But most of all

In the eyes of God

We aren't so difference

TWITCHERS

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THIS IS A SHORT THAT I WAS A PART OF...FEED BACK PLEASE. HAVE A GREAT DAT.

LOVING HER TO DEATH

(HE OVER HEARD HER TALKING WITH SOMEONE)

SHE SAID, "I would rather possess eyes that know no sight
ears that know no sound
hands that know no touch
(MORE) than a heart that knows no love"

HE SAID, "JAH, PLEASE OVERSTAND THAT I TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED  THAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME. I JUST ASKETH OF YOU TO TAKE MY SENSES SO THAT I MAY BE ABLE TO CONNECT WITH SHE; YET, LEAVE MY HEART FULLY OPERATIONAL JUST IN CASE SHE NOTICE ME. JAH BREATHE HER SCENT IN THE WIND TO ME. IN THE CENTER OF THE SUN PLAY MY LIFE STORY FOR HER AND FAMILY TO SEE. HOPEFULLY THEY APPROVE OF WHAT I AM THROUGH YOUR SIGHT OF ETERNITY. LET THEM SEE THAT THE ME, WHO REFLECTS THE YOU, IS READY FOR SHE WHO MY HEART CALLS DESTINY. HER SPIRIT IS MY SPIRIT'S RECIPE. WHEN SHE'S GIVING ADVICE TO OTHERS SHE CAPTURES ME... JAH I NEED YOU NOW, PLEASE RESCUE ME. I AM READY TO LIVE FOR HER AND I AM WILLING TO SPEAK WITH DEATH IF THAT'S MY EXPERIENCE FOR HER. MOMENTS ARE RUNNING DOWN, AND TIME IS TICK TOCKING ON THE WALLS OF OUR VIRGINITY. SHE WOULD RATHER BE WITHOUT FEELING, DEAF, AND BLIND WITH POWERS TO LOVE LIKE I LOVE THEE. SO JAH YOU SEE, IMPRISON MY SENSES IN ORDER TO TEST THE FAITH OF SHE. THE SCIENCE IN ME WISH TO STUDY HER ASTROLOGY. THIS IS STARTING TO BOTHER ME!!!!! JAH-PLEASE RESPOND TO ME!!!! HELL IS LIFE WITHOUT HER. WHY WASN'T SHE IN THE STARS OF ME. I WOULD HAVE WATCHED HER SHOW EVERY NIGHT ALONG WITH HER COMPANY...I BELIEVE IN YOU SO WHY DON'T YOU BRING HER TO ME?!?!!?!? I WANT HER THE WAY THAT YOU WANT ME!!!

JAH-SMILE... I ALREADY HAVE YOU THE WAY I WANT YOU, BUT I HEAR YOUR PLEA. OVERSTAND THIS IF ANYTHING, IF I DON'T BRING YOU HER YOU STILL HAVE ME. YOU LOVE THE WAY SHE WALK, TALK, SMILE, AND THE WAY SHE BREATHES. IN THE SIMPLEST FORM YOU LOVE HER THE WAY YOU LOVE ME...OKAY, I SEE. WAS SHE THE REASON YOU ROSE FROM YOUR BED? IS SHE THE REASON THE SUN IS WHERE IT IS? IS SHE THE REASON THAT ALL LIFE IS? IS SHE THE REASON BLOOD PUMPS THROUGH YOUR VEINS? IS THE REASON YOU MADE IT THROUGH THE TOUGHEST YEARS OF YOUR EXISTENCE? IS SHE THE REASON YOUR BROWN EYES GLOW WHEN STANDING IN THE LIGHT? WHO GAVE YOU THAT SMILE? WHO GAVE YOU THOSE FEELINGS? WHO GAVE YOU LOVE? I CAN GUARANTEE YOU IT WASN'T HER.   

HE SAID CRYING, "FORGIVE ME IF I OFFENDED YOU, BELIEVE ME I DON'T WANT TO. I NEVER LOOKED AT THE SITUATION TO THAT EXTENT, BUT SINCE WE ARRIVED AT THIS MOMENT, JAH YOU GOT ME BENT. SHE IS MY REASON FOR RISING. SHE IS THE REASON I SHINE FROM WHERE I AM AND BEYOND THAT SHE HELPED ME BECOME A BETTER MAN. SHE IS MOTHER OF ALL LIFE THAT WHY I CALL HER EARTH IN YOUR LIGHT. THOUGHTS OF HER PUSHES THE BLOOD THROUGH ME LIKE HARD LIQUOR BUT I FIGURE YOU KNOW THAT TOO. SHE PROVIDED STRENGTH THROUGH A GAZE TO MY SOUL... I'M NOT SAYING SHE'S BEFORE YOU I JUST DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING GREATER TO COMPARE HER TO...WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?!?! MY LEGS AND MY FEET!!! ARE YOU MAD AT ME? JAH I THOUGHT YOU WOULD OVERSTAND ME. MY ARMS, I CAN'T SEE!!! (CRYING HARDER) WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?!?!?! DID YOU CONSIDER OUR CONVERSATION BLASPHEMY?

JAH- DO YOU STILL LOVE HER AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME? YOU CRY QUESTIONING ME ABOUT BLASPHEMY WHEN I'M JUST ANSWERING THEE. FEEL YOUR CHEST... THAT'S YOUR HEART BEAT. IF SHE COMES YOUR WAY LOVE CAN STILL LIVE AND AT THAT MOMENT GIVE THANKS TO ME. I ADMIRE YOUR WILL BUT DID YOU EVER TAKE IN TO CONSIDERATION HOW SHE FEELS? DO SHE LIKE YOU OR EVEN CARE? DO SHE KNOW YOU EVEN EXIST WHEN YOU'RE NEAR? WHY AM I TALKING WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN HEAR...SMILE. FROM THIS DAY FORTH YOU SHALL LIVE YOUR LIFE FROM A CHAIR. DON'T WORRY TO MUCH YOU WILL HAVE A NURSE THERE.

(NURSING HOME, HIS MOTHER IS SITTING TALKING TO HIM PRAYING TO JAH TO HEAL HER SON WHEN THE NURSE COMES IN)

MOTHER SAID, "HEY I'M HIS MOM. YO MUST BE HIS NURSE."

NURSE: "HI, HOW ARE YOU? I WAS WAITING FOR AN ASSIGNMENT FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS. I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SON."

MOTHER, "ME TOO."

NURSE, "MAY I ASK WHAT HAPPENED?"

MOTHER, "I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU." (TEARING UP)

NURSE, "EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT... I WILL TAKE GREAT CARE OF HIM."

MOTHER, "HOW DID YOU GET INTO THIS WORK?

NURSE, "FUNNY YOU ASKED THAT QUESTION... I'M NOT EVEN SURE. I JUST LOVE HELPING PEOPLE."

MOTHER, "I SEE. ARE YOU MARRIED?"

NURSE, "NO, THAT DIDN'T FALL ON ME... I WISH IT HAD."

MOTHER, "WHY DO YOU TALK OF LOVE AS IF IT'S NO MORE?"

NURSE, "NOT SURE, JUST THE WAY IT IS I GUESS."

MOTHER, "HE WILL COME. GOD HAS A FUNNY WAY OF SHOWING UP."

NURSE, "I KNOW."

MOTHER, "WE ALL NEED LOVE."

NURSE, "I KNOW. I would rather possess eyes that know no sight, ears that know no sound,
hands that know no touch, than a heart that knows no love"

(AT THAT MOMENT THE SON SMILED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS. PLEASED TO HEAR THE WORDS COME HIS NURSE'S MOUTH. PLEASE WITH JAH AND THE FEELING THAT JUMPED INTO HIS HEART. A THIN RED LINE APPEARED ON HIS MONITOR BEEPING AWAY.)

A BIT OLD FASHION

Let's make love with twice the passion,

let's get married today until forever and have the world call us old fashion.

We will out grow seasons and Fall in love again and again.

We can Spring into Winter's song on a hot Summer's day,

play cards on the dock of the bey while becoming one with time as we grow gray.

YOU ARE A DREAM REALIZED

You are a dream realized

And I just a guy who realized

That your real eyes is the stairway to heaven

Maybe you can arrange it so that God and I can meet up at 7

To discuss the who-what-when-where-and whys of the I

As I travel back to earth through your eyes

We meet again

I have that feeling again

Face to face with you

Sending me into unknown spaces with you

Well not totally unknown but you get the point

Of no return

Until you return drenched-speechless-and weak in a strong way

Back at it in the thick of night

Until the sun starts peeking through the yellow blinds

Your intuition from behind always blew my mind

Shake it off trinity time

Another headboard beyond our prime

Crack the window supreme love like John

Nature crowned you natural

Your angelic look is a reflection of your past

Your smile balance my past

And since that day I first laid eyes on you

I went on a fast

Daily meditations-silence-water-and I retired my flask

Freedom at it's best

Zombie like I can't rest

What do you suggest

Your picture got me feeling like you're right next to me

But it's a picture of a picture making you twice removed

I'm a mess-right now

Exchanging Dreams between Sunsets and Falling Stars

I'm imagining your feeling beyond touch

Your beauty beyond looks

Your lips are my favorite fruit

From the tree of your body

Water is born as you serve me words from your life story

Listening with patience to your goals and ambitions

God told me that you were beautiful- strong- and intelligent

But somehow left out the fact that you are gifted

Let's make love in a garden of roses

Birds chirping as the wind glides gently across the surface of our nudeness

Feeling born again after the coming of the wind

As you act out your favorite moments with me as your audience

Deservingly you receive a round of applause for all that you are

back to exchanging dreams between sunsets and falling stars

Thought's past

I can hear you during the hibernation of my ears
I can smell you in the air of my soul
I can see you in the midst of my fog
I felt you before the growth of arms
I can taste the no-thingness of life and love in my dreams

Who are you and how did you get here
My thoughts of you have passed my days
Now I find self interacting with silhouettes during moon hours
My dreams
My silent screams
My life long theme
My secrete scenes of us
Love and at times straight lust
Nobody can touch us
Let's dwell here 4ever
Only death can part us
Never did I think that I would be in love and not be able to have you
But such is life and us humans don't know better

So I'll send kisses in the wind
As you continue to smile
Dance
Walk
Talk
Shower
Eat
and BE with HIM

MAKING MOVES-

2 all my F.amily A.nd N.eighbors just 2 let u all know my ALBUM is on it's way shortly... IT'S BEEN A WHILE!!! It was an emotional trip for me-NOW I'm on to the next one and my 4th book of poetry is on it's way... I almost forgot about the CHILDREN'S BOOKS:) yeah, you heard me right. Thanks to all those who are on this journey with me including those we can't always see with the 2 holes in our face. love Jah bless.

DEMOCRACY NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE

STRIPPED OF WHAT WAS GIVEN

CONFINED TO PRISON LIVIN'

IN A SYSTEM THAT'S GETTING RICHER OFF OF MY EXISTENCE

IN THE MEAN TIME

WE REMAIN NAMELESS

FAMELESS & GAMELESS

CAPITALISM AT ITS BEST

THE MASSES DO ALL THE WORK AND REMAIN CREDITLESS

PUT IT ON THE BIG SCREEN

AND CALL IT THE BACK-LASH OF A AFRICAN CHILD'S DREAM

NO WONDER PISTOLS ARE BEING CARRIED BY TEENS

THEY LIVE IN A COUNTRY FAMOUS FOR BEING THE GREAT BLACK NIGHTMARE

PILLAGING CHILDREN'S DREAMS

WELCOME TO HOLLYWOOD

CASTING CALL FOR ALL NEW IMPROVED SLAVE SCENES

YOU CAN MAKE OVER 1,000,000,000

JUST SIGN OVER YOUR DREAMS

INTEGRATE

ASSIMILATE

WHAT THE HELL

JUST MAKE THE DEVIL YOUR DATE

YOUR FATE PLAGUED BY A CORRUPT FAITH

THEY CAN'T AFFORD FOR US TO LEAVE

BUT THEY DAMN SURE DON'T WANT US TO STAY

WE MUST BE THE CHOSEN PEOPLE TO BE GETTING TREATED THIS WAY

GOD WE NEED YOU TODAY

RELIEVE US WE PRAY

LIVING IN A TROUBLED WORLD

EXPRESSED THROUGH CURTIS AND GAYE

HEAL THE WORLD LIKE BROTHER MJ SAID

THIS GHETTO CHILD WAS RUNNING WILD

WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT FREDDY WAS DEAD

WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION

WHO'S THE BLAME NOW

SINCE HUSSAIN IS DEAD

HUSSAIN WITH MANY LOOK -ALIKES

BUSH IN HUSSAIN'S BED

OSAMA WASN'T PLOTTIN'

NEITHER ONE IS DEAD

CREATING ORDER OUT OF CHAOS

DEMOCRACY NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE

THE REAL FROM AN ELDER POET

I HONOR-RASPECT-APPRECIATE-& LOVE this King for all he's done so that a young poet like me can come through to show&prove to all with ears that we are still HERE!!!

A THOUGHT FROM ETERNAL

FEED BACK IS A GREAT THING...

MOTIVES & THOUGHTS

COTTON

TALIB-DEF POET

A BLAK AMERICAN

MIDDLE PASSAGE

ODE TO OBAMA

Court Order

here I go again
reveling self through the life of my pen
looking at pictures of you

got me feeling brand new again
a feelin' deep within'
like the twinkle in ya eyes
got me twinkling a smile
a smile you can't see
wantin to dream you away with me
to a place as far as close
and as close as far can be
we can lip lock to hip hop
laugh away our pain to chris rock
recline so that I may introduce self to your G-SPOT
release the GOD in you
and the tears in me
spirits mingling heavenly

picture perfect your beauty viewed in HD
your whole body touched & overstood by me
see
your seas crashing up against the shore of me
i'm sure this be
divine intervention
love's encryption
decoding wet thoughts of heart's intentions
need i mention
the wine water i ordered centuries untouched
conversing through smile and eyes
verbal volume ain't doing much
preferably so
so now let's go
bedroom sky view
jazz-meditate-make love
we can do whatever YOU will us to
through a picture i'm feeling you
not like liking you
but really thoughts touching you
this is what mind power do
picturing you walk out of this picture
i read about you in scripture
pretty wings
what do i have to do in order to uplift ya
your natural scent got me bent
running your bathwater
consent from the most high
he's judge & juror

he ask me to deliver me to you
this is ya court order

The Rise...

MissingHer

I WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE
TO KISS LIPS LIKE HERS
TO LAY UNDER HER NATURAL BRIDGE
BECOME INEBRIATED & FALL ASLEEP BETWEEN HER CURVES
WAKE UP AT DAWN AND BATHE IN HER EUPHRATES
SEE LATELY I'VE BEEN FEENIN' LIKE JODECI
AND BELIEVE ME
SHE'S WORTH EVERY 5 HOUR DRINK OF ENERGY
HER FACE REST IN MY MIND'S EYE
AS I REPLAY NEVER ENDING STORIES
OF THINGS THAT NEVER REALLY HAPPENED
STUCK IN A DREAM STATE
WITH HER AS THE CITY I LIVE IN
HER BODY THE STREET I SLEEP ON
I CAN STILL SMELL HER FRAGRANCE ON MY PILLOW
IN THE SAME PLACE SHE NEVER LAID
SHE THE WOMAN BEYOND MY DREAMS WHO STAYED
HER BUTTERFLY TOWEL THAT SHE USED TO DRY HERSELF
AFTER HER BATH STILL REST ON THE FOOT OF MY BED
NEXT TO MY TEARS AND HER LACED PANTIES AND MATCHING BRASSIERE
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED TO THE POINT OF NOT CARING
OR CARED TO THE POINT OF NOT LOVING JUST DREAMING
I'M SCREAMING AND IT SEEMS AS IF WILLOWS ARE WEEPING FOR ME
AS I SIT SUMMER SIDE ON A PARK BENCH
RECALLING A LOVE UNSPOKEN
HOPPING SHE STEP OUT OF MY HEAD INTO MY BED
WHERE I CAN COMFORT HER
AS SHE ME