Chocolate smiles with sapphire eyes
sun kissed skin and ancient thighs
proud portrait of midnight's perfection
A to close dream in a distant reality
a sacred presence protected by a beaming aura
hair locked by time telling tons of tales
Of royal beginnings
she wears the scent of eternity
that which is wished upon by me
nude encounters penetration-less
bodies touching and just one kiss
gentle invitations
to an evening of dinner
love jones and a black summer's night
etching these moments in memory forever as good-times
in a world of beautiful pieces she's dy-no-mite!(in my J.J voice)
Monday, December 5, 2011
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
On the 10th day of my 21 day fast
I Have to continue at another space and time due to a cold that is slowly kicking me in my throat. It was a blessed journey. I am ever grateful to the oneness. In the supreme light of love, be blessed.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
day 7 of my 21 day liquid fast/ancient egyptian proverbs
Peace and blessings beautiful people, my fast is going great. I have a great deal of energy and my spirit is on high. In 7 days I've lost 9 pounds. To great news just came through the wire from one of my Baba's. Give thanks, all praise due Jah.
"The day time of the body is the night time of the soul; the night time of the body is the daytime of the soul."
"Awaken yourself, you who are Heru! Rise up against Set! Raise yourself and Asar, as a spiritDivine, as the son of Geb, being his first born, arise as Anpu and be the object of adoration for all!"
"one man is rich, another is poor, but food remains for him who shares it. As to him who was rich last year, he is a vagabond this year; don't be greedy to fill your belly, you don't know your end at all. should you come to be in want, another may do good to you. When last year's watercourse is gone, another river is here today."
"The day time of the body is the night time of the soul; the night time of the body is the daytime of the soul."
"Awaken yourself, you who are Heru! Rise up against Set! Raise yourself and Asar, as a spiritDivine, as the son of Geb, being his first born, arise as Anpu and be the object of adoration for all!"
"one man is rich, another is poor, but food remains for him who shares it. As to him who was rich last year, he is a vagabond this year; don't be greedy to fill your belly, you don't know your end at all. should you come to be in want, another may do good to you. When last year's watercourse is gone, another river is here today."
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Day 4 out of 21... fasting is humbling
From my reading during my sacrifice...
"To change your mood or mental state, change your vibration."
"If you travel on a road made by your own hands each day, you will arrive at the place where you want to be."
"Stand in a place uncovered to the sky, facing west to the sinking sun, and make your solemn worship, and the same way as he rises to the east in the morning. Now, make thy body still."
"You, alone can speak. Wonder at this glorious prerogative; and pay to the Supreme who gave to you the gift of life a rational and welcome praise, teaching your children wisdom, instructing the offspring of your loins in piety."
"O praise the goodness of the Supreme Being with songs for thanksgiving, and meditate in silence on the wonders of HIS and HER love; let thyheart overflow with gratitude and acknowledgment, let the language of thy lips speak praise and adoration, let the actions of thy life show thy love to Universal Law."
"To change your mood or mental state, change your vibration."
"If you travel on a road made by your own hands each day, you will arrive at the place where you want to be."
"Stand in a place uncovered to the sky, facing west to the sinking sun, and make your solemn worship, and the same way as he rises to the east in the morning. Now, make thy body still."
"You, alone can speak. Wonder at this glorious prerogative; and pay to the Supreme who gave to you the gift of life a rational and welcome praise, teaching your children wisdom, instructing the offspring of your loins in piety."
"O praise the goodness of the Supreme Being with songs for thanksgiving, and meditate in silence on the wonders of HIS and HER love; let thyheart overflow with gratitude and acknowledgment, let the language of thy lips speak praise and adoration, let the actions of thy life show thy love to Universal Law."
Monday, September 26, 2011
15 minutes before my 3rd day of my 21 day liquid fast
32 Then Jesus called his disciples unto him, and said, I have compassion on the multitude, because they continue with me now three days, and have nothing to eat: and I will not send them away fasting, lest they faint in the way. 33 And his disciples say unto him, Whence should we have so much bread in the wilderness, as to fill so great a multitude? 34 And Jesus saith unto them, How many loaves have ye? And they said, Seven, and a few little fishes. 35 And he commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground. 36 And he took the seven loaves and the fishes, and gave thanks, and brake them, and gave to his disciples, and the disciples to the multitude. 37 And they did all eat, and were filled: and they took up of the broken meat that was left seven baskets full. 38 And they that did eat were four thousand men, beside women and children.
Day 2 of my 21 day liquid fast
Today I am taking it slow... I can feel it already. Slight headach and stomach rumbling on a 100,000...lol give thanks for the srength of the great one. Video updates soon
Sunday, September 25, 2011
I will not fail.
At Chili's with my son watching him smash his food. He know Im fasting and he was on his, "dad can you please take me to Chili's" jawn... Lol. This cold glass of ice water will do...lol. Lion heart faithful to the process.
Day 1 of my 21 day liquid fast
Peace annd many blessings to all positive hearts and souls. A new season is here so that means it's time to cleanse self once again. I will keep all posted on my journey for the next 21 days as I walk as the conquering lion that I am to reach my journey's end. October the 15th will be my end point. I will weigh self everyday and give updates on my reading and other gems that Jah may send to me during my time of sacrifice. Big respect and 1ness.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Precious Moving On
Believe me it does
Today's a new day
No long where I was
Face full of water
In order to regain consciousness
There's a ring at the door
Momma thinking who in the hell is it
Momma confused
Screaming about saving her welfare blues
And her blues about her baby's father
Fathering her baby's babies too
Children yellin for help
Through imaginary acts
Being white and not black
Skinny and no longer fat
Phycological break down
Praying everyday
That some day
Will come a break now
Reality is hell
So she's better off dreaming
At times she doesn't like being there
Because she wakes up screaming
Instead of seeing God
In her mom
She's confronted by her momma's demons
Only if her dad would have exposed of his semen
Filled with hopes and dreams
But her environment is hell
Every time she looks into a mirror at herself
I love you is hard to tell
Yellow is her favorite color
But she's not reflecting it's energy
The death of a precious butterfly
At the verbal hands of her mother
Fighting for her baby
And maybe not fit fully
But through her teacher
She knows that God has something for she
Home from the hospital
Momma holding her grandson saying he looks just like her man
Precious getting water
Glass flys from momma's hand
Monster on the loose
She grabs T.V from the stand
Precious falling down the steps
With Abdul in her hands
T.V hits the floor
Precious got up and ran
Today's a new day
The test of a true woman
So much hurt and pain born in America
And never saw her dream such is crying shame
Born into sin
And worse in this American machine
Raped or consensual
Perception in this case is detrimental
The strength of a fighter
Base off of the fights with life that she's gotten in to
She has her eyes on the prize
Regardless of the social ills and family ties
Family is that of alike spirit
Because blood family lies
It takes strength to believe
Believe me it does
Today's a new day
Precious is no long where I was
Sunday, August 14, 2011
TAKE A STAND WHILE WE STILL CAN
SITIN' BACK WATCHIN' THE WORLD TURN
CHILDREN INTO UNIDENIFIABLE SUSPECTS
MADE TO LIVE LIFELESS WITHOUT REGRET
OR BETTER YET
SPIRITLESS
TAKE A STAND IF U FEELIN' THIS
HAS 2 STOP SOMEWHERE
SO Y NOT HERE
IF WE R 2 B RESPONSIBLE SOCIALIERS
MAKE B.A.D. CHOICES THE CAMPAIGN OF THE YEAR
GIVE THE YOUTH THEIR VOICE BACK
MOST OF WHOM SUFFERS FROM BEING THE OFFSPRING OF CRACK
WE BLAME THEM
WHEN WE SHOULD BE HOLDIND RONALD REAGAN OR AMERICA FOR THAT
KIDS KILLIN' KIDS
WHERE'S THE COMMUNITY AT
IF WE ARE SCARED TO DIE FOR OUR CHILDREN
WHAT ARE WE LIVING FOR
JUST THE OTHER DAY
THE DEVIL KNOCKED ON MY DOOR
I GAVE THE SUCKA A TOWEL
AND TOLD HIM TO PUSH ON
PROTECTED BY MY ANCESTORS
SO I SAY WHAT I FEEL
TRUTH OVER POWER
IS HOW YOU KEEP IT REAL
AND TODAY OUR CHILDREN REALITY
IS BEING ALTERED WITHOUT OUR SAY
SOME TIMES THE BEST THING TO DO
IS TO TAKE A PUBLIC STAND
AFTER YOU MEDITATE AND PRAY
JAH GAVE US WHAT WE CALL ON HIM FOR
SO LET THIS BE A CALL TO ACTION
SO OUR CHILDREN DON'T HAVE TO DIE ANY MORE
CRY ANY MORE
HURT STRUGGLE OR PAIN LIKE BEFORE
HOPE IS THE CONVERSATION THAT CAN REJUVENATE A NATION
SO LETS FACE IT
WE ALL DID WRONG AT SOME POINT
MADE SOME BAD CHOICE
BUT IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT ONE EAR THAT EMBRACED OUR VOICE
WE WOULDN'T BE WHERE WE ARE
SO TOGETHER LET'S REACH FOR THE JAH IN US
& IN THAT PROCESS GIVE THANKS FOR THE STARS
MADE TO LIVE LIFELESS WITHOUT REGRET
OR BETTER YET
SPIRITLESS
TAKE A STAND IF U FEELIN' THIS
HAS 2 STOP SOMEWHERE
SO Y NOT HERE
IF WE R 2 B RESPONSIBLE SOCIALIERS
MAKE B.A.D. CHOICES THE CAMPAIGN OF THE YEAR
GIVE THE YOUTH THEIR VOICE BACK
MOST OF WHOM SUFFERS FROM BEING THE OFFSPRING OF CRACK
WE BLAME THEM
WHEN WE SHOULD BE HOLDIND RONALD REAGAN OR AMERICA FOR THAT
KIDS KILLIN' KIDS
WHERE'S THE COMMUNITY AT
IF WE ARE SCARED TO DIE FOR OUR CHILDREN
WHAT ARE WE LIVING FOR
JUST THE OTHER DAY
THE DEVIL KNOCKED ON MY DOOR
I GAVE THE SUCKA A TOWEL
AND TOLD HIM TO PUSH ON
PROTECTED BY MY ANCESTORS
SO I SAY WHAT I FEEL
TRUTH OVER POWER
IS HOW YOU KEEP IT REAL
AND TODAY OUR CHILDREN REALITY
IS BEING ALTERED WITHOUT OUR SAY
SOME TIMES THE BEST THING TO DO
IS TO TAKE A PUBLIC STAND
AFTER YOU MEDITATE AND PRAY
JAH GAVE US WHAT WE CALL ON HIM FOR
SO LET THIS BE A CALL TO ACTION
SO OUR CHILDREN DON'T HAVE TO DIE ANY MORE
CRY ANY MORE
HURT STRUGGLE OR PAIN LIKE BEFORE
HOPE IS THE CONVERSATION THAT CAN REJUVENATE A NATION
SO LETS FACE IT
WE ALL DID WRONG AT SOME POINT
MADE SOME BAD CHOICE
BUT IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT ONE EAR THAT EMBRACED OUR VOICE
WE WOULDN'T BE WHERE WE ARE
SO TOGETHER LET'S REACH FOR THE JAH IN US
& IN THAT PROCESS GIVE THANKS FOR THE STARS
Monday, July 4, 2011
LOVE'S LINE
LOVE IS
WHAT IT WAS CREATED TO BE
IT DOESN'T LOVE YOU
NOR DOES IT LOVES ME
LOVE IS
THE OFFSPRING OF ITSELF
HEALTHY AS THE DAY JAH KISSED IT
& SO IT BECAME
HUMAN BEINGS
MAKE LOVE A GROWING PAIN
CLAIMING IT AS THERE OWN
YET
BREAKING METAPHORS & HEARTS ALIKE
IN LOVE'S NAME
LOVE IS
THE BIO-RHYTHM OF THE 7 SEAS
IT'S A SMILE
MASKED AS THE WIND KISSING TRESS
LOVE IS
FAR DIVINE
IF NOTHING ELSE
HERE'S LOVE'S LINE
WHAT IT WAS CREATED TO BE
IT DOESN'T LOVE YOU
NOR DOES IT LOVES ME
LOVE IS
THE OFFSPRING OF ITSELF
HEALTHY AS THE DAY JAH KISSED IT
& SO IT BECAME
HUMAN BEINGS
MAKE LOVE A GROWING PAIN
CLAIMING IT AS THERE OWN
YET
BREAKING METAPHORS & HEARTS ALIKE
IN LOVE'S NAME
LOVE IS
THE BIO-RHYTHM OF THE 7 SEAS
IT'S A SMILE
MASKED AS THE WIND KISSING TRESS
LOVE IS
FAR DIVINE
IF NOTHING ELSE
HERE'S LOVE'S LINE
Thursday, June 2, 2011
CARPE DIEM
CARPE DIEM
As it was told to me
In every second there's a moment
In every moment lives history
So in this moment of eternity
The story BE
Live with pride like a panther
Up until the day of
Smile & show love
Always remember that spirit is thicker than blood
Humility is one's ability to serve ego-less
Opposition is a mountain
That the strong climbs regardless
Intellectually inclined
Prime for this space
The time is NOW
No one can take your place
Stand not only for what you believe
But stand stronger for what is truth
Your legacy is naught
If your work isn't geared toward preserving the youth
Warrior Scholars
Speaking power beneath truth
For the life of the movement
What are you willing to do
CARPE DIEM
What else is there for us to do
Work hard & plan smarter
dedicate yourself to the process
Someday become a martyr
Here's the torch
Now go give voice to the voiceless
And sight to the blind
Even if they are in chains
Show them how to become free in the mind
Divine is your shine
Wisdom & pure light
If there ever was a time
Now is the best time to fight
CARPE DIEM
As it was told to me
In every second there's a moment
In every moment lives history
So in this moment of eternity
The story BE
Live with pride like a panther
Up until the day of
Smile & show love
Always remember that spirit is thicker than blood
Humility is one's ability to serve ego-less
Opposition is a mountain
That the strong climbs regardless
Intellectually inclined
Prime for this space
The time is NOW
No one can take your place
Stand not only for what you believe
But stand stronger for what is truth
Your legacy is naught
If your work isn't geared toward preserving the youth
Warrior Scholars
Speaking power beneath truth
For the life of the movement
What are you willing to do
CARPE DIEM
What else is there for us to do
Work hard & plan smarter
dedicate yourself to the process
Someday become a martyr
Here's the torch
Now go give voice to the voiceless
And sight to the blind
Even if they are in chains
Show them how to become free in the mind
Divine is your shine
Wisdom & pure light
If there ever was a time
Now is the best time to fight
CARPE DIEM
Sunday, May 29, 2011
GODNIETERNITY
I could smell the rain
as she came to her senses
i extended parts of self to her-self
grateful we were
time still & moments of eternity entered
by entities formally known as her and i
no longer separated as us
intertwine like earth & dust
beings just being
doing heavenly things
most people don't even get to experience in their dreams
silent kisses and loud hugs
60 seconds turned into 60 minutes
that morphed into 60 days
tripped into 60 weeks
months and cross over into 60 years
all in 60 seconds
this moment has taken a life of it's own
authentic and soul-grown
there's no place like this
to hell with being home
a new moment is born to an old sun
and an older moon
eclipsed by stars imploding and exploding
on to one's self
or one self
as two energies arrive at nothing
or no-thing else but tongues touching
on a journey of remembrance
questioning reflection of water falling to my tongue
i am reminded
as she smile shaking her life upon me with open arms
and legs
i am convinced
that God is a black woman
and I must return through her to get to my life source
as she came to her senses
i extended parts of self to her-self
grateful we were
time still & moments of eternity entered
by entities formally known as her and i
no longer separated as us
intertwine like earth & dust
beings just being
doing heavenly things
most people don't even get to experience in their dreams
silent kisses and loud hugs
60 seconds turned into 60 minutes
that morphed into 60 days
tripped into 60 weeks
months and cross over into 60 years
all in 60 seconds
this moment has taken a life of it's own
authentic and soul-grown
there's no place like this
to hell with being home
a new moment is born to an old sun
and an older moon
eclipsed by stars imploding and exploding
on to one's self
or one self
as two energies arrive at nothing
or no-thing else but tongues touching
on a journey of remembrance
questioning reflection of water falling to my tongue
i am reminded
as she smile shaking her life upon me with open arms
and legs
i am convinced
that God is a black woman
and I must return through her to get to my life source
Monday, May 23, 2011
Gone in 60 seconds
center stage of me
on the face of he
she sits
the moment is emphasized
to our surprise
Jah tears are translated into rain
a love lost purposefully in translation
as aged grapes take part in the ceremony
elevated thoughts
and thought thinks as he speaks
authentic liquids from her eden
fulfilling mystery has me sleeping
between now & nowhere
sacred moans and meditative prayers
she scream bed creams into existence
as i day dream flash backs of her bent back
forward thrust
trust
this is going to be 60 seconds of
love
lust
desire
trust
needs
late night wants
come back please
thoughts of meeeezzzz
by sheeezzz
and weeeeezzzz
having a in depth conversation with Jah
about her being
and my being hungry for her
longing for her
crying for a place in zion for us
60 seconds has never been as long as this is
what this is is
60 moments calculated with precision
Jah's intuition
of a man chasing an angel's vision
of a sunset pyramid angle to a perfect waterfall
and he laid there kissing her lips long
45 seconds she's twitching
jerking her hips and leaking life
on the face of him
she clench tightly
embracing him
thunder storms strong
as if her and nature were heavenly in tune
I wish i could tell you more but
in 60 seconds i was gone
on the face of he
she sits
the moment is emphasized
to our surprise
Jah tears are translated into rain
a love lost purposefully in translation
as aged grapes take part in the ceremony
elevated thoughts
and thought thinks as he speaks
authentic liquids from her eden
fulfilling mystery has me sleeping
between now & nowhere
sacred moans and meditative prayers
she scream bed creams into existence
as i day dream flash backs of her bent back
forward thrust
trust
this is going to be 60 seconds of
love
lust
desire
trust
needs
late night wants
come back please
thoughts of meeeezzzz
by sheeezzz
and weeeeezzzz
having a in depth conversation with Jah
about her being
and my being hungry for her
longing for her
crying for a place in zion for us
60 seconds has never been as long as this is
what this is is
60 moments calculated with precision
Jah's intuition
of a man chasing an angel's vision
of a sunset pyramid angle to a perfect waterfall
and he laid there kissing her lips long
45 seconds she's twitching
jerking her hips and leaking life
on the face of him
she clench tightly
embracing him
thunder storms strong
as if her and nature were heavenly in tune
I wish i could tell you more but
in 60 seconds i was gone
Sunday, May 15, 2011
A Grandmother's Prayer
Another black son is gone
Another mother mourns the life of her prince
Tears are born and the candles are lit
Distant prayers and a silent wish
Asking God and his angels to protect a grandmother's gift
Hearts are torn and in our chest pain exist
God there has to be a place better than this
Where the laws are JUST and our babies are protected
It feels as if no one is safe anymore
No LOVE in the heart of this city
Just unjustified war
Criminals of all kind thinking that they are above the law
Cops killing children
There's no wonder that the youth don't respect the law
My hands are getting tired and my knees are sore
Please protect my grandchildren
I can't do this much more
You borrowed this one but let the rest be due to natural cause
At times I just wanna holler and scream
My grandchild is gone
He will never get to hear about his daughter's dreams
You told me to never wish ill-will on anyone
But how would you feel if the police took out your grandson
This is a grandmother plea
A cry
A call for help
I need you God
I can't do this by myself
I'm given this all to you
My pain in layers
As I count my blessings and hold my grand-babies close
In this grandmother's prayer
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
A BREATH OF NEW LIFE
To kiss her would be slavery
With just a touch of her lips will take over me
I'm contemplating giving it all to she
Just a moment in time this time
Is how she broke it down for me
I'm strong and sure of self
But scared of she
He who is me be
So kiss her
Maybe
But look at her gaze at me
As if I left her in our last galaxy
Now she's back to claim me
Cleanse and rename me
This gotta be
A dream see
I went to sleep 28 years ago
And now I find me shaking self
To wake up to confront life again
She stands center of two unbearable beams of ligth
What are her intentions
Is what I ask myself
Seeelllllllffffffffff!!!!!
She's coming closer
Wet from traveling
Now I'm babbling
Staggering and stuttering
God I give in
That's when
Her body fell upon mine
And she asked what was wrong
Like a breath of new life
Gentle and polite
I kissed her & said
I agree you're right...
To be continued... ET. 09.
With just a touch of her lips will take over me
I'm contemplating giving it all to she
Just a moment in time this time
Is how she broke it down for me
I'm strong and sure of self
But scared of she
He who is me be
So kiss her
Maybe
But look at her gaze at me
As if I left her in our last galaxy
Now she's back to claim me
Cleanse and rename me
This gotta be
A dream see
I went to sleep 28 years ago
And now I find me shaking self
To wake up to confront life again
She stands center of two unbearable beams of ligth
What are her intentions
Is what I ask myself
Seeelllllllffffffffff!!!!!
She's coming closer
Wet from traveling
Now I'm babbling
Staggering and stuttering
God I give in
That's when
Her body fell upon mine
And she asked what was wrong
Like a breath of new life
Gentle and polite
I kissed her & said
I agree you're right...
To be continued... ET. 09.
AMERICA
THE SUN IS CLIMBING ON THE BACK OF THE SON
AS HE STATES HIS CLAIM TO LIFE
UNDER THE IDEAL OF FREEDOM JUSTICE AND EQUALITY
PUZZLED BECAUSE OF THE TROUBLES THAT FOLLOWS HE
USE TO BELIEVE IN HER
DEFENDED HER
WORKED FOR HER
WAS LOYAL TO HER
CARRIED HER IDEALS
DID TIME FOR HER
OR SO HE THOUGHT
UNTIL ONE RECORD BREAKING WINTER
SHE DIDN'T SHOW AND PROVE HERSELF TRUE
WHO KNEW
SHE WOULD LEAVE HIM AND HIS 6 SIBLINGS ALONE WITHOUT HEAT
OR FOOD
YOUNG AND NAIVE TO HER WAYS
HE THOUGHT HE WAS A FREE CITIZEN
CLEARLY HEIS ACTIONS WERE THOSE OF SLAVES
BRAVE SOUL
BRAVE CHILD OF THE SUN
I UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN
STARING DOWN THE BARRLE OF HER GUN
LOADING DECEIVING BULLETS TO PIERCE YOUR PERCEPTION
ELIMINATING YOUR AUTHENTIC THOUGHTS
IMPLANTING HER WORLD VIEW MARINATED IN HER HOUSE OF CORRECTION
WITH HER FINGER GRASPING A RED WHITE & BLUE TRIGGER
SCREAMING "NIGGER" AS IF SUCH WAS YOUR NAME
PRINCE OF A LAND FOREIGN TO THE NATIVE
CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN WHO YOU ARE AND HOLD YOUR HEAD
DESPITE YOUR STRUGGLE
YOU ARE THE GREATEST
KEEP GOD IN SIDE
THE WORLD KNOWS SHE'S A RACIST
-TROUBLEDSON-ET.10.
AS HE STATES HIS CLAIM TO LIFE
UNDER THE IDEAL OF FREEDOM JUSTICE AND EQUALITY
PUZZLED BECAUSE OF THE TROUBLES THAT FOLLOWS HE
USE TO BELIEVE IN HER
DEFENDED HER
WORKED FOR HER
WAS LOYAL TO HER
CARRIED HER IDEALS
DID TIME FOR HER
OR SO HE THOUGHT
UNTIL ONE RECORD BREAKING WINTER
SHE DIDN'T SHOW AND PROVE HERSELF TRUE
WHO KNEW
SHE WOULD LEAVE HIM AND HIS 6 SIBLINGS ALONE WITHOUT HEAT
OR FOOD
YOUNG AND NAIVE TO HER WAYS
HE THOUGHT HE WAS A FREE CITIZEN
CLEARLY HEIS ACTIONS WERE THOSE OF SLAVES
BRAVE SOUL
BRAVE CHILD OF THE SUN
I UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN
STARING DOWN THE BARRLE OF HER GUN
LOADING DECEIVING BULLETS TO PIERCE YOUR PERCEPTION
ELIMINATING YOUR AUTHENTIC THOUGHTS
IMPLANTING HER WORLD VIEW MARINATED IN HER HOUSE OF CORRECTION
WITH HER FINGER GRASPING A RED WHITE & BLUE TRIGGER
SCREAMING "NIGGER" AS IF SUCH WAS YOUR NAME
PRINCE OF A LAND FOREIGN TO THE NATIVE
CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN WHO YOU ARE AND HOLD YOUR HEAD
DESPITE YOUR STRUGGLE
YOU ARE THE GREATEST
KEEP GOD IN SIDE
THE WORLD KNOWS SHE'S A RACIST
-TROUBLEDSON-ET.10.
SMILE AT THE WORLD
BEAUTIFUL WORDS
ACROSS HER BEAUTIFUL BODY
REFLECTING LIFE'S DREAMS
ON HER TONGUE'S PLEASURES
LIPS AND EYES
MATCHED HER PRIDE
FOR HER TIME
THE HEAVEN'S AND EARTH
OFTEN COLLIDE
-SMILE AT THE WORLD AND SHE SHALL SMILE IN RETURN-ET.10.
ACROSS HER BEAUTIFUL BODY
REFLECTING LIFE'S DREAMS
ON HER TONGUE'S PLEASURES
LIPS AND EYES
MATCHED HER PRIDE
FOR HER TIME
THE HEAVEN'S AND EARTH
OFTEN COLLIDE
-SMILE AT THE WORLD AND SHE SHALL SMILE IN RETURN-ET.10.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
INHALE
BREATHE
A TEAR IS BORN
LIFE IS RELEASED
THE SLUM'S CHILDREN ARE BRILLIANT
LOOKED OVER
SO DYING
CRYING NO MORE
HUNGER INTERVENES
TEARS REPLACED
LATE NIGHT SCREAMS
FACE 2 FACE
WAR
HAVE YOU EVER MET A KID
WHO NEVER MET A TOY
EXHALE
DEEP BREATHS
REST
GREAT PAINS IN CHEST
10 YEARS OLD
PISTOL
BULLET PROF VEST
LIFE HAS BECOME
SUSPECT
THIS CAN'T BE NORMAL
YET CONDONE
CALLING ON ET TO GET BACK HOME
YOUNGIN DROPPED OUT
STILL CAN SEE THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG
POPS WENT TO THE STORE 10 YEARS AGO
NEVER MADE IT BACK HOME
YEAH HE DROPPED OUT
BUT STUPID IS WHAT HE'S NOT ON
WHAT WOULD YOU DO
IF YOU LOST YOUR POP
TO THE COPS
AND YOUR MOM WAS GONE
-JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT-ET.10
BREATHE
A TEAR IS BORN
LIFE IS RELEASED
THE SLUM'S CHILDREN ARE BRILLIANT
LOOKED OVER
SO DYING
CRYING NO MORE
HUNGER INTERVENES
TEARS REPLACED
LATE NIGHT SCREAMS
FACE 2 FACE
WAR
HAVE YOU EVER MET A KID
WHO NEVER MET A TOY
EXHALE
DEEP BREATHS
REST
GREAT PAINS IN CHEST
10 YEARS OLD
PISTOL
BULLET PROF VEST
LIFE HAS BECOME
SUSPECT
THIS CAN'T BE NORMAL
YET CONDONE
CALLING ON ET TO GET BACK HOME
YOUNGIN DROPPED OUT
STILL CAN SEE THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG
POPS WENT TO THE STORE 10 YEARS AGO
NEVER MADE IT BACK HOME
YEAH HE DROPPED OUT
BUT STUPID IS WHAT HE'S NOT ON
WHAT WOULD YOU DO
IF YOU LOST YOUR POP
TO THE COPS
AND YOUR MOM WAS GONE
-JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT-ET.10
Sunday, May 8, 2011
LISTEN TO YOU
IT'S BEEN A WHILE
STILL BEAUTIFUL I SEE
HOW'S LIFE
OH OKAY
(((SMILE)))
YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME
YOU KNOW
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I CAN DO AND SAY ANYTHING AROUND YOU
LET MY INNER CHILD SHINE IN YOUR PRESENCE
WITHOUT QUESTIONS OR INTERRUPTIONS
AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT
I KNOW I KNOW
I'M SAYING IT AS A REMINDER
BECAUSE THE WORLD IS A CRUDE PLACE AT TIMES
OKAAAAAY WELL NOT THE WORLD BUT PEOPLE IN IT
SO I JUST HAVE TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU
(((TEARS)))
YOU OKAY
I AM
YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME
WELL I SEE WE HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON
WHAT'S THAT
WE DO SOMETHING TO EACH OTHER
(((LAUGH)))
I AGREE
SO WHERE ARE YOU ON YOUR WAY TO
TO DO A VIDEO SHOOT
OH GET OUTTA HERE
WHAT
I'M ON MY WAY TO DO A VIDEO SHOOT AS WELL
NO DOUBT
WELL ENJOY YOURSELF ETERNAL
YOU TOO THOUGHT-
-NOBODY WILL LISTEN TO YOU LIKE YOU. RESPECT! ET.10.
STILL BEAUTIFUL I SEE
HOW'S LIFE
OH OKAY
(((SMILE)))
YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME
YOU KNOW
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I CAN DO AND SAY ANYTHING AROUND YOU
LET MY INNER CHILD SHINE IN YOUR PRESENCE
WITHOUT QUESTIONS OR INTERRUPTIONS
AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT
I KNOW I KNOW
I'M SAYING IT AS A REMINDER
BECAUSE THE WORLD IS A CRUDE PLACE AT TIMES
OKAAAAAY WELL NOT THE WORLD BUT PEOPLE IN IT
SO I JUST HAVE TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU
(((TEARS)))
YOU OKAY
I AM
YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME
WELL I SEE WE HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON
WHAT'S THAT
WE DO SOMETHING TO EACH OTHER
(((LAUGH)))
I AGREE
SO WHERE ARE YOU ON YOUR WAY TO
TO DO A VIDEO SHOOT
OH GET OUTTA HERE
WHAT
I'M ON MY WAY TO DO A VIDEO SHOOT AS WELL
NO DOUBT
WELL ENJOY YOURSELF ETERNAL
YOU TOO THOUGHT-
-NOBODY WILL LISTEN TO YOU LIKE YOU. RESPECT! ET.10.
NEVER SPEAK IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
This morning I woke up with you in mind and my heart felt warm. I miss you and mommy beyond my gift to craft nice words. Simply put lil brother the pain never really leave ((((crying)))) not a year long since you made your journey. I know you know already but I put you in my children's book series. Your Ade's close friend. I hope you don't mind that I made you a kid again :( ... I will give you life the way I know how lil brother. I love you beyond 4ever whatever that means on earth.
(taps me on my shoulder and I turn around)
what the phuk... who's there?
(snickering) muck.
kendall, is that you bro?
why do you seem shaken, you just called on me.
(smiling still looking around the room to see him) where are you?
right here.
where?
stop looking for me. be still and see me.
coo... i miss you. we miss you.
i know. i'm still there just in a different form.
i know.
i know you know that's why i'm reminding you.
(Smiling) you right.
i wanted to let everyone else know that i was still here but God said they weren't ready for that.
why not?
they still took it hard.
so did i ken.
but you have to understand that you had different experiences that made this so much easier for me.
what do you mean?
remember when you were 17, and what you went through with...
okay bro, i got you.
troubledson right...
(((((crying)))))) sometime i still fill like thats where i am bro. this is hard being the oldest brother.
i never new what you were going through muck, until now.
the pressure sometimes keep me from going around there...
i know. i can see it all from here- just to let you know you're doing a great job.
it doesn't always feel that way.
((((crying))))
kendall, you crying?
((((sniffing))))
ken...
i'm here. it's still hard for me too big bro. i don't want to come back but i don't want y'alll to be there.
((((crying))))
((((crying))))
look at me... a mess. (smiling)
(smiling) you too? (smiling)
i feel better after this talk bro.
me too muck, i'm always here.
i know.
just keep doing what you know to do.
how's mommy?
she's okay.
:)
she cried when see saw me. she still be kissing all over me. i think she be kissing me for all of us.
cool- tell her...
she already know muck. it's funny how strong of a connection remains even in the breath in death.
i don't know what else to say.
how about ... talk to you later, or i love you. (laughing)
cool.
well...
i love you kendall.
i love you to muck.
muck, never speak if there's nothing to say. silence is okay bro.
(taps me on my shoulder and I turn around)
what the phuk... who's there?
(snickering) muck.
kendall, is that you bro?
why do you seem shaken, you just called on me.
(smiling still looking around the room to see him) where are you?
right here.
where?
stop looking for me. be still and see me.
coo... i miss you. we miss you.
i know. i'm still there just in a different form.
i know.
i know you know that's why i'm reminding you.
(Smiling) you right.
i wanted to let everyone else know that i was still here but God said they weren't ready for that.
why not?
they still took it hard.
so did i ken.
but you have to understand that you had different experiences that made this so much easier for me.
what do you mean?
remember when you were 17, and what you went through with...
okay bro, i got you.
troubledson right...
(((((crying)))))) sometime i still fill like thats where i am bro. this is hard being the oldest brother.
i never new what you were going through muck, until now.
the pressure sometimes keep me from going around there...
i know. i can see it all from here- just to let you know you're doing a great job.
it doesn't always feel that way.
((((crying))))
kendall, you crying?
((((sniffing))))
ken...
i'm here. it's still hard for me too big bro. i don't want to come back but i don't want y'alll to be there.
((((crying))))
((((crying))))
look at me... a mess. (smiling)
(smiling) you too? (smiling)
i feel better after this talk bro.
me too muck, i'm always here.
i know.
just keep doing what you know to do.
how's mommy?
she's okay.
:)
she cried when see saw me. she still be kissing all over me. i think she be kissing me for all of us.
cool- tell her...
she already know muck. it's funny how strong of a connection remains even in the breath in death.
i don't know what else to say.
how about ... talk to you later, or i love you. (laughing)
cool.
well...
i love you kendall.
i love you to muck.
muck, never speak if there's nothing to say. silence is okay bro.
It's Been A While
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME FIND WORDS
TEDDY BEARS ARE MEANINGLESS
LITTLE TRINKETS WITH WORDS
DON'T SPELL IT OUT FOR HER
EXPLANATIONS WITH SMILES
ROSES FOR MILES
TO GIVE HER THE SUN
WINGS AND A DINNER ON THE MOON
WITH GOD SINGING HER FAVORITE SONG
AS THE ANGELS HARMONIZE THE SAME TUNE
ANTS BUILDING HILLS
THE SKY OPENING AND RAIN FALLING ON HER
AND HER ALONE
TALKING TO HER FAVORITE ACTOR/ACTRESS OVER THE PHONE
WITH HER LOVER GIVING HER A BODY MESSAGE
AND ALL HER CHILDREN SAYING
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
JUST WON'T BE ENOUGH
OR BE EQUIVALENT
TO GIVING BIRTH TO 10 CHILDREN
REACHING THE APEX OF LIFE IN THE DELIVERY ROOM
CRYING
HURTING
WORRYING
LOVING
GIVING
BUILDING
BEARING
LENDING
TEACHING
PREACHER
WORKING HARD
DYING HARDER
JUST TO GIVE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS LIFE
SINCE I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS IN THIS PHYSICAL REALM
I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK HARD
AND REMAIN SILENT FROM 7PM TO 7AM
CONTINUE TO LIVE IN PEACE MOM. YOUR OLDEST SON MISSES YOU.
ET.10.
TEDDY BEARS ARE MEANINGLESS
LITTLE TRINKETS WITH WORDS
DON'T SPELL IT OUT FOR HER
EXPLANATIONS WITH SMILES
ROSES FOR MILES
TO GIVE HER THE SUN
WINGS AND A DINNER ON THE MOON
WITH GOD SINGING HER FAVORITE SONG
AS THE ANGELS HARMONIZE THE SAME TUNE
ANTS BUILDING HILLS
THE SKY OPENING AND RAIN FALLING ON HER
AND HER ALONE
TALKING TO HER FAVORITE ACTOR/ACTRESS OVER THE PHONE
WITH HER LOVER GIVING HER A BODY MESSAGE
AND ALL HER CHILDREN SAYING
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
JUST WON'T BE ENOUGH
OR BE EQUIVALENT
TO GIVING BIRTH TO 10 CHILDREN
REACHING THE APEX OF LIFE IN THE DELIVERY ROOM
CRYING
HURTING
WORRYING
LOVING
GIVING
BUILDING
BEARING
LENDING
TEACHING
PREACHER
WORKING HARD
DYING HARDER
JUST TO GIVE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS LIFE
SINCE I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS IN THIS PHYSICAL REALM
I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK HARD
AND REMAIN SILENT FROM 7PM TO 7AM
CONTINUE TO LIVE IN PEACE MOM. YOUR OLDEST SON MISSES YOU.
ET.10.
:(...
THEY KILLED HIM
THEY DIDN'T ASK HIS NAME
THEY JUST PULLED THEIR GUNS
AND AIMED
THEY KILLED HIM
THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HIS MOM
OR ME
THEY LET BULLETS FLY
TWO BULLETS WAS ALL IT TOOK
NOW LOOK
I'M WITHOUT A LIL BROTHER
AND HE WITHOUT HIS BODY
AND I PRAY THAT GOD GOT ME
BECAUSE ((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))
THIS FEELING IS KILLING ME
WHERE IS HE
WHO KILLED MY LIL BROTHER ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT
POSITIVE ENERGY IS PASSING ME
AND MY DEMONS ARE RESURFICING
I NEED HELP
I NEED LOVE
I NEED MY MOTHER
I NEED MY LIL BROTHER
THEY KILLED HIM ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT-
((((((((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))))))))))))))
ET.10.
THEY DIDN'T ASK HIS NAME
THEY JUST PULLED THEIR GUNS
AND AIMED
THEY KILLED HIM
THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HIS MOM
OR ME
THEY LET BULLETS FLY
TWO BULLETS WAS ALL IT TOOK
NOW LOOK
I'M WITHOUT A LIL BROTHER
AND HE WITHOUT HIS BODY
AND I PRAY THAT GOD GOT ME
BECAUSE ((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))
THIS FEELING IS KILLING ME
WHERE IS HE
WHO KILLED MY LIL BROTHER ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT
POSITIVE ENERGY IS PASSING ME
AND MY DEMONS ARE RESURFICING
I NEED HELP
I NEED LOVE
I NEED MY MOTHER
I NEED MY LIL BROTHER
THEY KILLED HIM ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT-
((((((((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))))))))))))))
ET.10.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
A MOMENT
MISSING HER BEYOND SOUND
SAVING SELF WITH SONGS SUNG BY MEMORY
WISHING WINDS PICK UP AND BRING HER TO ME
TO NOW
TO WHERE I AM
TO THIS DISTRICT
WITH HER LIPS GLOSSED WITH
LOVE'S KISS OF ETERNITY
BATHE IN BEAUTY KNOWN NOT TO NOW
SO PROFOUND
YEARS HIDDEN IN DIRT KNOWN AS EARTH
IS WHERE WE FOUND
THE LIGHT OF DAY
SHE WAS GETTING HER SHINE ON
AS I WAS GETTING MY CRY ON
WHY ON
SO SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO BREAK THROUGH
AND GROW ON
SO FORMED
SHE DID
IN THE HEART OF ME
ILLUMINATED THE DARK IN ME
RADIANT SHE BE
ANGELIC & MUSICALLY INCLINED
WHISPERING MOMENTS FINGERIN' MY MIND
I WANT TO MAKE LIFE TO HER ON OUR BED OF TIME
WHERE DIVINE DENTS & CRACKED HEADBOARDS
TELL STORIES OF MID-DAY SCREAMS & WET-DAY-DREAMS
WINDOWS HALF WAY OPEN WITH COLTRANE PLAYING
HEARTS THUMPS & STAFF MEETING OVALS AT THE BASE OF LIFE
LIVING NOW
WISHING NOW
PRAYING NOW
SINGING NOW
SCREAMING NOW
CRYING NOW
SCRATCHING NOW
PULLING NOW
SMILING NOW
WANTING NOW
TALKING SHIT NOW
UNTIL NOW BECOMES
HER BODY OPENING UP AND BREATHING
LIFE IN THIS ATMOSPHERE
TAKE ME THERE
DARE ME
I DARE YOU
IT IS TRUE
I DARE YOU TO REPEAT
THAT INNOCENT KISS TO THE NECK OF ME
RELAX
TONIGHT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET WET FOR ME
JUST HOLD ME
IN THIS MOMENT TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
-:) WHAT DO YOU THINK? ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE.
SAVING SELF WITH SONGS SUNG BY MEMORY
WISHING WINDS PICK UP AND BRING HER TO ME
TO NOW
TO WHERE I AM
TO THIS DISTRICT
WITH HER LIPS GLOSSED WITH
LOVE'S KISS OF ETERNITY
BATHE IN BEAUTY KNOWN NOT TO NOW
SO PROFOUND
YEARS HIDDEN IN DIRT KNOWN AS EARTH
IS WHERE WE FOUND
THE LIGHT OF DAY
SHE WAS GETTING HER SHINE ON
AS I WAS GETTING MY CRY ON
WHY ON
SO SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO BREAK THROUGH
AND GROW ON
SO FORMED
SHE DID
IN THE HEART OF ME
ILLUMINATED THE DARK IN ME
RADIANT SHE BE
ANGELIC & MUSICALLY INCLINED
WHISPERING MOMENTS FINGERIN' MY MIND
I WANT TO MAKE LIFE TO HER ON OUR BED OF TIME
WHERE DIVINE DENTS & CRACKED HEADBOARDS
TELL STORIES OF MID-DAY SCREAMS & WET-DAY-DREAMS
WINDOWS HALF WAY OPEN WITH COLTRANE PLAYING
HEARTS THUMPS & STAFF MEETING OVALS AT THE BASE OF LIFE
LIVING NOW
WISHING NOW
PRAYING NOW
SINGING NOW
SCREAMING NOW
CRYING NOW
SCRATCHING NOW
PULLING NOW
SMILING NOW
WANTING NOW
TALKING SHIT NOW
UNTIL NOW BECOMES
HER BODY OPENING UP AND BREATHING
LIFE IN THIS ATMOSPHERE
TAKE ME THERE
DARE ME
I DARE YOU
IT IS TRUE
I DARE YOU TO REPEAT
THAT INNOCENT KISS TO THE NECK OF ME
RELAX
TONIGHT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET WET FOR ME
JUST HOLD ME
IN THIS MOMENT TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
-:) WHAT DO YOU THINK? ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE.
BLACK ANGELS
A PERFECT IMPERFECTION
BLACK ANGEL
YOU ARE A BLESSIN'
THE ANSWER TO MANY QUESTION
& YOUR ESSENCE
IS THE SMELL OF YOU
BLACK HEAVEN
MUST HAVE PERSONALLY PAMPERED YOU
TIME SPENT WITH YOU
IS IMMEASURABLE
YOU ARE CLEVER & INSPIRING TOO
LOVE IS THE FOUNDATION
OF YOUR SMILE
YOUR EYES LIKE STARS SHOOTING BYE
AS YOU GO
I WONDER WHY
NOT I
& EYES SLIGHTLY GRAZE THE SKY
MOTIVATED BY MY PRESENCE
TO SHINE & FLY WITHOUT END
BLACK ANGEL YOU'RE HEAVEN SENT
SINCERELY YOUR
LOVER & FRIEND
-WISH YOU WASN'T AS FAR FROM NOW AS YOU ARE. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SAY WHAT YOU DIDN'T SAY UNTIL THE PERSON YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID IT TO WAS IN THE DISTANT OR EVEN GONE BEYOND TOUCH????- ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE
BLACK ANGEL
YOU ARE A BLESSIN'
THE ANSWER TO MANY QUESTION
& YOUR ESSENCE
IS THE SMELL OF YOU
BLACK HEAVEN
MUST HAVE PERSONALLY PAMPERED YOU
TIME SPENT WITH YOU
IS IMMEASURABLE
YOU ARE CLEVER & INSPIRING TOO
LOVE IS THE FOUNDATION
OF YOUR SMILE
YOUR EYES LIKE STARS SHOOTING BYE
AS YOU GO
I WONDER WHY
NOT I
& EYES SLIGHTLY GRAZE THE SKY
MOTIVATED BY MY PRESENCE
TO SHINE & FLY WITHOUT END
BLACK ANGEL YOU'RE HEAVEN SENT
SINCERELY YOUR
LOVER & FRIEND
-WISH YOU WASN'T AS FAR FROM NOW AS YOU ARE. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SAY WHAT YOU DIDN'T SAY UNTIL THE PERSON YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID IT TO WAS IN THE DISTANT OR EVEN GONE BEYOND TOUCH????- ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE
WHO IS SHE
She's dream desire
and man's higher self
immaculate like a misunderstood conception
a blessin' and a question when expressed to much
we yarn for the touch of her
the lips of her
the hips of her
the breast of her
the ass of her
the center of her
ironically
we laugh at her
not overstanding the life of her
she is the life of us
the death
worse and best of us
the many prayers from us
and the meditations to us
the epitome of space and time
the reason for memory
the beginning and ending of the universe
yet we curse her
beings that are sometimes unworthy of her
and she still without doubt or questions
love us
we left her and blamed her for leaving us
we fuss with her and she just cry silently
waiting and wanting
but staying authentic in her word and ways
slaves and masters
she made us
gave us
all we would need to feed the whole of us
yet we starve in search of us
not knowing
it's her
that should be found in us
bringing heaven through us
the rain is falling
she's crying reflecting on when we
truly knew us
respected us
loved us
trusted us
was faithful to us
believed in us
moved for the good of and in us
when we counted on us to help us
now i cry for the collective us
who lost us in a bad relationship with the lower parts of us-
and man's higher self
immaculate like a misunderstood conception
a blessin' and a question when expressed to much
we yarn for the touch of her
the lips of her
the hips of her
the breast of her
the ass of her
the center of her
ironically
we laugh at her
not overstanding the life of her
she is the life of us
the death
worse and best of us
the many prayers from us
and the meditations to us
the epitome of space and time
the reason for memory
the beginning and ending of the universe
yet we curse her
beings that are sometimes unworthy of her
and she still without doubt or questions
love us
we left her and blamed her for leaving us
we fuss with her and she just cry silently
waiting and wanting
but staying authentic in her word and ways
slaves and masters
she made us
gave us
all we would need to feed the whole of us
yet we starve in search of us
not knowing
it's her
that should be found in us
bringing heaven through us
the rain is falling
she's crying reflecting on when we
truly knew us
respected us
loved us
trusted us
was faithful to us
believed in us
moved for the good of and in us
when we counted on us to help us
now i cry for the collective us
who lost us in a bad relationship with the lower parts of us-
LOVE ON A BLUE NOTE
EGYPTIAN BLUE LOTUS
TAKE THIS AS A TOKEN OF YOUR BEAUTY
IN MY MEDITATIVE STANCE CHANLING DJEHUTI
YOUR LOVE IS ANCIENT AND FUTURISTIC
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
REFLECTIONS OF MAAT YOUR WALK IS DIVINE
SUPREME IN SPEECH
WISDOM SHOW IT-SELF WHEN YOU TEACH
SIT DOWN BEFORE THE NILE
LET ME RELEASE THE PRESSURE FROM YOUR FEET
OSHUN IN THESE STREETS
MOODY IN YOUR MOMENTS
FROM ANGELIC TO SLAYING BEAST
YOU ARE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
LOVER
MOTHER
SISTER
AUNTIE
COUSIN
DAUGHTER
NIECE
ELDER
WOMAN
AND BABY GIRL
I'M PLEASURED BY THE SILENCE OF YOU
THE LIPS
EYES
TITS
ASS
HIPS OF YOU
BEYOND BRILLIANT AND HUMBLE IS THE WAY OF YOU
I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE SELF
JUST TO BREATHE WITH YOU
YOU ARE LIFE&DEATH CONJOINED AT THE ROOTS
BLOODY LIKE BILLY'S FRUITS
AND CLEAN AS GOD TOO
SO WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THOUGHT
BE TRUE
------I'M BACK!!!!!!!----THOUGHTS?????
TAKE THIS AS A TOKEN OF YOUR BEAUTY
IN MY MEDITATIVE STANCE CHANLING DJEHUTI
YOUR LOVE IS ANCIENT AND FUTURISTIC
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
REFLECTIONS OF MAAT YOUR WALK IS DIVINE
SUPREME IN SPEECH
WISDOM SHOW IT-SELF WHEN YOU TEACH
SIT DOWN BEFORE THE NILE
LET ME RELEASE THE PRESSURE FROM YOUR FEET
OSHUN IN THESE STREETS
MOODY IN YOUR MOMENTS
FROM ANGELIC TO SLAYING BEAST
YOU ARE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
LOVER
MOTHER
SISTER
AUNTIE
COUSIN
DAUGHTER
NIECE
ELDER
WOMAN
AND BABY GIRL
I'M PLEASURED BY THE SILENCE OF YOU
THE LIPS
EYES
TITS
ASS
HIPS OF YOU
BEYOND BRILLIANT AND HUMBLE IS THE WAY OF YOU
I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE SELF
JUST TO BREATHE WITH YOU
YOU ARE LIFE&DEATH CONJOINED AT THE ROOTS
BLOODY LIKE BILLY'S FRUITS
AND CLEAN AS GOD TOO
SO WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THOUGHT
BE TRUE
------I'M BACK!!!!!!!----THOUGHTS?????
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME
YEEEEEEES!!! I've had it with you lazy good for nothing selfish pricks
I AM being abused
Used
And I AM very confused
I'm on my death bed crying storms into existence
I'm hurting like hell---if hell hurts
I'm being neglected for some shit I didn't even do
All because of some selfish human beings
I'm drowning in hate
These suicidal thoughts won't escape my dreams
On the devil's back driving the highway to heaven and I'm mad
The sad thing is that you think it's all good
BUT IT'S NOT!!!!
Killing in my name doesn't sound so bad after all
I'm depressed and stressed
I've been crying all night and I'm unable to stay awake in class since you fall so easily
I refuse to wait around for someone to fall into me again
Then break up and spread nasty childish rumors on me
I'm lonely
Don't nobody really know me
The next time you humans decide to break up and blame me for the break up
or
Someone ask you about me
(((crying)))
You can NOW say with my permission
LOVE HURT LIKE HELL!!!
((((just wanting to recognized as IT IS))))
because i do
----------------I wrote this for all who say love hurts and find themselves not LOVING again for years to come because they don't want to take the chance of getting hurt as if LOVE did it. I just want to BE- and not be lied on and talked about in a negative way. I often ask self if anyone ever took the time to ask LOVE if it was okay after y'all (people) abused me during y'all physical interactions with those y'all say y'all LOVE---------This is the REAL LOVE LETTER-ETERNAL THOUGHT
I AM being abused
Used
And I AM very confused
I'm on my death bed crying storms into existence
I'm hurting like hell---if hell hurts
I'm being neglected for some shit I didn't even do
All because of some selfish human beings
I'm drowning in hate
These suicidal thoughts won't escape my dreams
On the devil's back driving the highway to heaven and I'm mad
The sad thing is that you think it's all good
BUT IT'S NOT!!!!
Killing in my name doesn't sound so bad after all
I'm depressed and stressed
I've been crying all night and I'm unable to stay awake in class since you fall so easily
I refuse to wait around for someone to fall into me again
Then break up and spread nasty childish rumors on me
I'm lonely
Don't nobody really know me
The next time you humans decide to break up and blame me for the break up
or
Someone ask you about me
(((crying)))
You can NOW say with my permission
LOVE HURT LIKE HELL!!!
((((just wanting to recognized as IT IS))))
because i do
----------------I wrote this for all who say love hurts and find themselves not LOVING again for years to come because they don't want to take the chance of getting hurt as if LOVE did it. I just want to BE- and not be lied on and talked about in a negative way. I often ask self if anyone ever took the time to ask LOVE if it was okay after y'all (people) abused me during y'all physical interactions with those y'all say y'all LOVE---------This is the REAL LOVE LETTER-ETERNAL THOUGHT
VISIONS OF A SUNSET
:) GOOD MORNING MY HIGH YELLOW SUNSHINE
I LOVE THE WAY YOU RISE & SET ON CREATION
I MISSED YOU LAST NIGHT AFTER SWITCHING SHIFTS WITH THE MOON
SO I WENT TO SLEEP DREAMING OF YOUR COMING
VISIONS OF A HIGH LIT SUNSHINE
AND TO MY PLEASURE
HERE YOU ARE AGAIN ON TIME
I'M BLESSED TO HAVE YOUR SUPPORT IN THIS DAY & TIME
YOUR BEAUTY SHINES ON THE WORLD
BUT IF FEEL LIKE YOUR MINE
ETERNAL TAN ON
I WEAR YOU BRAND BORN
THROUGH STRUGGLE AND TROUBLE
LET'S GET OUR DANCE ON
YOU MAKE ME VIBRATE HIGH
FIRE I DESIRE YOU
I CAN SEE HOW MY OUTLOOK ON THE WORLD
CAN INSPIRE YOU
YOUR ENERGY ADDICTIVE
I'M TURNED OUT AND TWITCHIN'
YOU ARE A DRUG UNREALISTIC
OVERSTAND MY SPIRIT
LET'S GET LIFTED
AFTER SO MANY YEARS
STILL HARD TO QUIT IT
MY MELANIN CORRESPONDS WITH YOUR SHINE
OFF WITH THE SHADES
I'M BLIND
THE GREATEST SACRIFICE
FOR YOU TIME
I ENJOY YOU MOST WHEN IT RAIN
THE THUNDER
BRINGS ABOUT JOYS AND PLEASURABLE PAINS
I LOVE THE WAY YOU RISE & SET ON CREATION
I MISSED YOU LAST NIGHT AFTER SWITCHING SHIFTS WITH THE MOON
SO I WENT TO SLEEP DREAMING OF YOUR COMING
VISIONS OF A HIGH LIT SUNSHINE
AND TO MY PLEASURE
HERE YOU ARE AGAIN ON TIME
I'M BLESSED TO HAVE YOUR SUPPORT IN THIS DAY & TIME
YOUR BEAUTY SHINES ON THE WORLD
BUT IF FEEL LIKE YOUR MINE
ETERNAL TAN ON
I WEAR YOU BRAND BORN
THROUGH STRUGGLE AND TROUBLE
LET'S GET OUR DANCE ON
YOU MAKE ME VIBRATE HIGH
FIRE I DESIRE YOU
I CAN SEE HOW MY OUTLOOK ON THE WORLD
CAN INSPIRE YOU
YOUR ENERGY ADDICTIVE
I'M TURNED OUT AND TWITCHIN'
YOU ARE A DRUG UNREALISTIC
OVERSTAND MY SPIRIT
LET'S GET LIFTED
AFTER SO MANY YEARS
STILL HARD TO QUIT IT
MY MELANIN CORRESPONDS WITH YOUR SHINE
OFF WITH THE SHADES
I'M BLIND
THE GREATEST SACRIFICE
FOR YOU TIME
I ENJOY YOU MOST WHEN IT RAIN
THE THUNDER
BRINGS ABOUT JOYS AND PLEASURABLE PAINS
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Creative beams of light
We are the most gracious children of God
We are not just autistic
We are creative
We are brilliant
We are gifted
We were crafted out of love for life
We have beautiful brown eyes
We have shinning black eyes
We have healthy green eyes
And those other colors in between
We are bright beams of light
Taken for granted & hardly seen
We have long straight hair
We have sun tight kinky hair
We have curly hair
And we wear cornrows at times
because of our perceived weakness
We have triggers and ticks of all kinds
We are autistic
Yet we are divine
We are children geniuses from another space & time
We are guardian angels dancing & taping stick
Under a bright beam of light
Reflecting all that is pure
Reflecting all that is raw
Reflecting all that is us
Reflecting all that is love
Reflecting all that is just
We dream of one day speaking in a language called understanding
Hopping to not be misunderstood
We ask that you continue to have faith & patience
So that one day God will help you to better understand us
Love us without fuss
We cry not for us but for you
We cry for you going to school for years & still find yourself
Having difficulty with us
Open up your heart & accept us accordingly
We are autistic
We are creative
We are brilliant
We are gifted
But most of all
In the eyes of God
We aren't so difference
Sunday, April 10, 2011
TWITCHERS
http://www.imdb.com/video/wab/vi419758873/
THIS IS A SHORT THAT I WAS A PART OF...FEED BACK PLEASE. HAVE A GREAT DAT.
THIS IS A SHORT THAT I WAS A PART OF...FEED BACK PLEASE. HAVE A GREAT DAT.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
LOVING HER TO DEATH
(HE OVER HEARD HER TALKING WITH SOMEONE)
SHE SAID, "I would rather possess eyes that know no sight
ears that know no sound
hands that know no touch
(MORE) than a heart that knows no love"
HE SAID, "JAH, PLEASE OVERSTAND THAT I TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED THAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME. I JUST ASKETH OF YOU TO TAKE MY SENSES SO THAT I MAY BE ABLE TO CONNECT WITH SHE; YET, LEAVE MY HEART FULLY OPERATIONAL JUST IN CASE SHE NOTICE ME. JAH BREATHE HER SCENT IN THE WIND TO ME. IN THE CENTER OF THE SUN PLAY MY LIFE STORY FOR HER AND FAMILY TO SEE. HOPEFULLY THEY APPROVE OF WHAT I AM THROUGH YOUR SIGHT OF ETERNITY. LET THEM SEE THAT THE ME, WHO REFLECTS THE YOU, IS READY FOR SHE WHO MY HEART CALLS DESTINY. HER SPIRIT IS MY SPIRIT'S RECIPE. WHEN SHE'S GIVING ADVICE TO OTHERS SHE CAPTURES ME... JAH I NEED YOU NOW, PLEASE RESCUE ME. I AM READY TO LIVE FOR HER AND I AM WILLING TO SPEAK WITH DEATH IF THAT'S MY EXPERIENCE FOR HER. MOMENTS ARE RUNNING DOWN, AND TIME IS TICK TOCKING ON THE WALLS OF OUR VIRGINITY. SHE WOULD RATHER BE WITHOUT FEELING, DEAF, AND BLIND WITH POWERS TO LOVE LIKE I LOVE THEE. SO JAH YOU SEE, IMPRISON MY SENSES IN ORDER TO TEST THE FAITH OF SHE. THE SCIENCE IN ME WISH TO STUDY HER ASTROLOGY. THIS IS STARTING TO BOTHER ME!!!!! JAH-PLEASE RESPOND TO ME!!!! HELL IS LIFE WITHOUT HER. WHY WASN'T SHE IN THE STARS OF ME. I WOULD HAVE WATCHED HER SHOW EVERY NIGHT ALONG WITH HER COMPANY...I BELIEVE IN YOU SO WHY DON'T YOU BRING HER TO ME?!?!!?!? I WANT HER THE WAY THAT YOU WANT ME!!!
JAH-SMILE... I ALREADY HAVE YOU THE WAY I WANT YOU, BUT I HEAR YOUR PLEA. OVERSTAND THIS IF ANYTHING, IF I DON'T BRING YOU HER YOU STILL HAVE ME. YOU LOVE THE WAY SHE WALK, TALK, SMILE, AND THE WAY SHE BREATHES. IN THE SIMPLEST FORM YOU LOVE HER THE WAY YOU LOVE ME...OKAY, I SEE. WAS SHE THE REASON YOU ROSE FROM YOUR BED? IS SHE THE REASON THE SUN IS WHERE IT IS? IS SHE THE REASON THAT ALL LIFE IS? IS SHE THE REASON BLOOD PUMPS THROUGH YOUR VEINS? IS THE REASON YOU MADE IT THROUGH THE TOUGHEST YEARS OF YOUR EXISTENCE? IS SHE THE REASON YOUR BROWN EYES GLOW WHEN STANDING IN THE LIGHT? WHO GAVE YOU THAT SMILE? WHO GAVE YOU THOSE FEELINGS? WHO GAVE YOU LOVE? I CAN GUARANTEE YOU IT WASN'T HER.
HE SAID CRYING, "FORGIVE ME IF I OFFENDED YOU, BELIEVE ME I DON'T WANT TO. I NEVER LOOKED AT THE SITUATION TO THAT EXTENT, BUT SINCE WE ARRIVED AT THIS MOMENT, JAH YOU GOT ME BENT. SHE IS MY REASON FOR RISING. SHE IS THE REASON I SHINE FROM WHERE I AM AND BEYOND THAT SHE HELPED ME BECOME A BETTER MAN. SHE IS MOTHER OF ALL LIFE THAT WHY I CALL HER EARTH IN YOUR LIGHT. THOUGHTS OF HER PUSHES THE BLOOD THROUGH ME LIKE HARD LIQUOR BUT I FIGURE YOU KNOW THAT TOO. SHE PROVIDED STRENGTH THROUGH A GAZE TO MY SOUL... I'M NOT SAYING SHE'S BEFORE YOU I JUST DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING GREATER TO COMPARE HER TO...WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?!?! MY LEGS AND MY FEET!!! ARE YOU MAD AT ME? JAH I THOUGHT YOU WOULD OVERSTAND ME. MY ARMS, I CAN'T SEE!!! (CRYING HARDER) WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?!?!?! DID YOU CONSIDER OUR CONVERSATION BLASPHEMY?
JAH- DO YOU STILL LOVE HER AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME? YOU CRY QUESTIONING ME ABOUT BLASPHEMY WHEN I'M JUST ANSWERING THEE. FEEL YOUR CHEST... THAT'S YOUR HEART BEAT. IF SHE COMES YOUR WAY LOVE CAN STILL LIVE AND AT THAT MOMENT GIVE THANKS TO ME. I ADMIRE YOUR WILL BUT DID YOU EVER TAKE IN TO CONSIDERATION HOW SHE FEELS? DO SHE LIKE YOU OR EVEN CARE? DO SHE KNOW YOU EVEN EXIST WHEN YOU'RE NEAR? WHY AM I TALKING WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN HEAR...SMILE. FROM THIS DAY FORTH YOU SHALL LIVE YOUR LIFE FROM A CHAIR. DON'T WORRY TO MUCH YOU WILL HAVE A NURSE THERE.
(NURSING HOME, HIS MOTHER IS SITTING TALKING TO HIM PRAYING TO JAH TO HEAL HER SON WHEN THE NURSE COMES IN)
MOTHER SAID, "HEY I'M HIS MOM. YO MUST BE HIS NURSE."
NURSE: "HI, HOW ARE YOU? I WAS WAITING FOR AN ASSIGNMENT FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS. I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SON."
MOTHER, "ME TOO."
NURSE, "MAY I ASK WHAT HAPPENED?"
MOTHER, "I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU." (TEARING UP)
NURSE, "EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT... I WILL TAKE GREAT CARE OF HIM."
MOTHER, "HOW DID YOU GET INTO THIS WORK?
NURSE, "FUNNY YOU ASKED THAT QUESTION... I'M NOT EVEN SURE. I JUST LOVE HELPING PEOPLE."
MOTHER, "I SEE. ARE YOU MARRIED?"
NURSE, "NO, THAT DIDN'T FALL ON ME... I WISH IT HAD."
MOTHER, "WHY DO YOU TALK OF LOVE AS IF IT'S NO MORE?"
NURSE, "NOT SURE, JUST THE WAY IT IS I GUESS."
MOTHER, "HE WILL COME. GOD HAS A FUNNY WAY OF SHOWING UP."
NURSE, "I KNOW."
MOTHER, "WE ALL NEED LOVE."
NURSE, "I KNOW. I would rather possess eyes that know no sight, ears that know no sound,
hands that know no touch, than a heart that knows no love"
(AT THAT MOMENT THE SON SMILED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS. PLEASED TO HEAR THE WORDS COME HIS NURSE'S MOUTH. PLEASE WITH JAH AND THE FEELING THAT JUMPED INTO HIS HEART. A THIN RED LINE APPEARED ON HIS MONITOR BEEPING AWAY.)
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
A BIT OLD FASHION
Let's make love with twice the passion,
let's get married today until forever and have the world call us old fashion.
We will out grow seasons and Fall in love again and again.
We can Spring into Winter's song on a hot Summer's day,
play cards on the dock of the bey while becoming one with time as we grow gray.
YOU ARE A DREAM REALIZED
You are a dream realized
And I just a guy who realized
That your real eyes is the stairway to heaven
Maybe you can arrange it so that God and I can meet up at 7
To discuss the who-what-when-where-and whys of the I
As I travel back to earth through your eyes
We meet again
I have that feeling again
Face to face with you
Sending me into unknown spaces with you
Well not totally unknown but you get the point
Of no return
Until you return drenched-speechless-and weak in a strong way
Back at it in the thick of night
Until the sun starts peeking through the yellow blinds
Your intuition from behind always blew my mind
Shake it off trinity time
Another headboard beyond our prime
Crack the window supreme love like John
Nature crowned you natural
Your angelic look is a reflection of your past
Your smile balance my past
And since that day I first laid eyes on you
I went on a fast
Daily meditations-silence-water-and I retired my flask
Freedom at it's best
Zombie like I can't rest
What do you suggest
Your picture got me feeling like you're right next to me
But it's a picture of a picture making you twice removed
I'm a mess-right now
Exchanging Dreams between Sunsets and Falling Stars
I'm imagining your feeling beyond touch
Your beauty beyond looks
Your lips are my favorite fruit
From the tree of your body
Water is born as you serve me words from your life story
Listening with patience to your goals and ambitions
God told me that you were beautiful- strong- and intelligent
But somehow left out the fact that you are gifted
Let's make love in a garden of roses
Birds chirping as the wind glides gently across the surface of our nudeness
Feeling born again after the coming of the wind
As you act out your favorite moments with me as your audience
Deservingly you receive a round of applause for all that you are
back to exchanging dreams between sunsets and falling stars
Thought's past
I can hear you during the hibernation of my ears
I can smell you in the air of my soul
I can see you in the midst of my fog
I felt you before the growth of arms
I can taste the no-thingness of life and love in my dreams
Who are you and how did you get here
My thoughts of you have passed my days
Now I find self interacting with silhouettes during moon hours
My dreams
My silent screams
My life long theme
My secrete scenes of us
Love and at times straight lust
Nobody can touch us
Let's dwell here 4ever
Only death can part us
Never did I think that I would be in love and not be able to have you
But such is life and us humans don't know better
So I'll send kisses in the wind
As you continue to smile
Dance
Walk
Talk
Shower
Eat
and BE with HIM
I can smell you in the air of my soul
I can see you in the midst of my fog
I felt you before the growth of arms
I can taste the no-thingness of life and love in my dreams
Who are you and how did you get here
My thoughts of you have passed my days
Now I find self interacting with silhouettes during moon hours
My dreams
My silent screams
My life long theme
My secrete scenes of us
Love and at times straight lust
Nobody can touch us
Let's dwell here 4ever
Only death can part us
Never did I think that I would be in love and not be able to have you
But such is life and us humans don't know better
So I'll send kisses in the wind
As you continue to smile
Dance
Walk
Talk
Shower
Eat
and BE with HIM
Sunday, April 3, 2011
DEMOCRACY NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE
- STRIPPED OF WHAT WAS GIVENCONFINED TO PRISON LIVIN'IN A SYSTEM THAT'S GETTING RICHER OFF OF MY EXISTENCEIN THE MEAN TIMEWE REMAIN NAMELESSFAMELESS & GAMELESSCAPITALISM AT ITS BESTTHE MASSES DO ALL THE WORK AND REMAIN CREDITLESSPUT IT ON THE BIG SCREENAND CALL IT THE BACK-LASH OF A AFRICAN CHILD'S DREAMNO WONDER PISTOLS ARE BEING CARRIED BY TEENSTHEY LIVE IN A COUNTRY FAMOUS FOR BEING THE GREAT BLACK NIGHTMAREPILLAGING CHILDREN'S DREAMSWELCOME TO HOLLYWOODCASTING CALL FOR ALL NEW IMPROVED SLAVE SCENESYOU CAN MAKE OVER 1,000,000,000JUST SIGN OVER YOUR DREAMSINTEGRATEASSIMILATEWHAT THE HELLJUST MAKE THE DEVIL YOUR DATEYOUR FATE PLAGUED BY A CORRUPT FAITHTHEY CAN'T AFFORD FOR US TO LEAVEBUT THEY DAMN SURE DON'T WANT US TO STAYWE MUST BE THE CHOSEN PEOPLE TO BE GETTING TREATED THIS WAYGOD WE NEED YOU TODAYRELIEVE US WE PRAYLIVING IN A TROUBLED WORLDEXPRESSED THROUGH CURTIS AND GAYEHEAL THE WORLD LIKE BROTHER MJ SAIDTHIS GHETTO CHILD WAS RUNNING WILDWHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT FREDDY WAS DEADWEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTIONWHO'S THE BLAME NOWSINCE HUSSAIN IS DEADHUSSAIN WITH MANY LOOK -ALIKESBUSH IN HUSSAIN'S BEDOSAMA WASN'T PLOTTIN'NEITHER ONE IS DEADCREATING ORDER OUT OF CHAOSDEMOCRACY NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE
THE REAL FROM AN ELDER POET
I HONOR-RASPECT-APPRECIATE-& LOVE this King for all he's done so that a young poet like me can come through to show&prove to all with ears that we are still HERE!!!
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Court Order
here I go again
reveling self through the life of my pen
looking at pictures of you
got me feeling brand new again
a feelin' deep within'
like the twinkle in ya eyes
got me twinkling a smile
a smile you can't see
wantin to dream you away with me
to a place as far as close
and as close as far can be
we can lip lock to hip hop
laugh away our pain to chris rock
recline so that I may introduce self to your G-SPOT
release the GOD in you
and the tears in me
spirits mingling heavenly
picture perfect your beauty viewed in HD
your whole body touched & overstood by me
see
your seas crashing up against the shore of me
i'm sure this be
divine intervention
love's encryption
decoding wet thoughts of heart's intentions
need i mention
the wine water i ordered centuries untouched
conversing through smile and eyes
verbal volume ain't doing much
preferably so
so now let's go
bedroom sky view
jazz-meditate-make love
we can do whatever YOU will us to
through a picture i'm feeling you
not like liking you
but really thoughts touching you
this is what mind power do
picturing you walk out of this picture
i read about you in scripture
pretty wings
what do i have to do in order to uplift ya
your natural scent got me bent
running your bathwater
consent from the most high
he's judge & juror
he ask me to deliver me to you
this is ya court order
reveling self through the life of my pen
looking at pictures of you
got me feeling brand new again
a feelin' deep within'
like the twinkle in ya eyes
got me twinkling a smile
a smile you can't see
wantin to dream you away with me
to a place as far as close
and as close as far can be
we can lip lock to hip hop
laugh away our pain to chris rock
recline so that I may introduce self to your G-SPOT
release the GOD in you
and the tears in me
spirits mingling heavenly
picture perfect your beauty viewed in HD
your whole body touched & overstood by me
see
your seas crashing up against the shore of me
i'm sure this be
divine intervention
love's encryption
decoding wet thoughts of heart's intentions
need i mention
the wine water i ordered centuries untouched
conversing through smile and eyes
verbal volume ain't doing much
preferably so
so now let's go
bedroom sky view
jazz-meditate-make love
we can do whatever YOU will us to
through a picture i'm feeling you
not like liking you
but really thoughts touching you
this is what mind power do
picturing you walk out of this picture
i read about you in scripture
pretty wings
what do i have to do in order to uplift ya
your natural scent got me bent
running your bathwater
consent from the most high
he's judge & juror
he ask me to deliver me to you
this is ya court order
MissingHer
I WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE
TO KISS LIPS LIKE HERS
TO LAY UNDER HER NATURAL BRIDGE
BECOME INEBRIATED & FALL ASLEEP BETWEEN HER CURVES
WAKE UP AT DAWN AND BATHE IN HER EUPHRATES
SEE LATELY I'VE BEEN FEENIN' LIKE JODECI
AND BELIEVE ME
SHE'S WORTH EVERY 5 HOUR DRINK OF ENERGY
HER FACE REST IN MY MIND'S EYE
AS I REPLAY NEVER ENDING STORIES
OF THINGS THAT NEVER REALLY HAPPENED
STUCK IN A DREAM STATE
WITH HER AS THE CITY I LIVE IN
HER BODY THE STREET I SLEEP ON
I CAN STILL SMELL HER FRAGRANCE ON MY PILLOW
IN THE SAME PLACE SHE NEVER LAID
SHE THE WOMAN BEYOND MY DREAMS WHO STAYED
HER BUTTERFLY TOWEL THAT SHE USED TO DRY HERSELF
AFTER HER BATH STILL REST ON THE FOOT OF MY BED
NEXT TO MY TEARS AND HER LACED PANTIES AND MATCHING BRASSIERE
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED TO THE POINT OF NOT CARING
OR CARED TO THE POINT OF NOT LOVING JUST DREAMING
I'M SCREAMING AND IT SEEMS AS IF WILLOWS ARE WEEPING FOR ME
AS I SIT SUMMER SIDE ON A PARK BENCH
RECALLING A LOVE UNSPOKEN
HOPPING SHE STEP OUT OF MY HEAD INTO MY BED
WHERE I CAN COMFORT HER
AS SHE ME
TO KISS LIPS LIKE HERS
TO LAY UNDER HER NATURAL BRIDGE
BECOME INEBRIATED & FALL ASLEEP BETWEEN HER CURVES
WAKE UP AT DAWN AND BATHE IN HER EUPHRATES
SEE LATELY I'VE BEEN FEENIN' LIKE JODECI
AND BELIEVE ME
SHE'S WORTH EVERY 5 HOUR DRINK OF ENERGY
HER FACE REST IN MY MIND'S EYE
AS I REPLAY NEVER ENDING STORIES
OF THINGS THAT NEVER REALLY HAPPENED
STUCK IN A DREAM STATE
WITH HER AS THE CITY I LIVE IN
HER BODY THE STREET I SLEEP ON
I CAN STILL SMELL HER FRAGRANCE ON MY PILLOW
IN THE SAME PLACE SHE NEVER LAID
SHE THE WOMAN BEYOND MY DREAMS WHO STAYED
HER BUTTERFLY TOWEL THAT SHE USED TO DRY HERSELF
AFTER HER BATH STILL REST ON THE FOOT OF MY BED
NEXT TO MY TEARS AND HER LACED PANTIES AND MATCHING BRASSIERE
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED TO THE POINT OF NOT CARING
OR CARED TO THE POINT OF NOT LOVING JUST DREAMING
I'M SCREAMING AND IT SEEMS AS IF WILLOWS ARE WEEPING FOR ME
AS I SIT SUMMER SIDE ON A PARK BENCH
RECALLING A LOVE UNSPOKEN
HOPPING SHE STEP OUT OF MY HEAD INTO MY BED
WHERE I CAN COMFORT HER
AS SHE ME
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Feelings-at this moment
I would make love to her but she would take it for granted/
granted/
she never been made love to b4/
she categorized me with other who made her heart sore/
scorned & torn apart from her authentic beautiful self/
she had run-ins with creeps with fly jeeps/
but her spirit was untouched until I came/
said to say she just thought I came to cum/
but hun/
thought ain't that one/
besides/
I see Jah reflection in your eyes/
you have your whole life ahead of you/
in heaven between your thighs/
those gates should only be entered if a man is willing to die/
for you & live for you too/
if 4ever isn't on his mind/
to hell with what he's trying to do/
the most important person in this conversation is YOU/
overstand you/
I do/
probably a little more than you would like me to/
read between the lines/
find Jah in your thoughts/
so when the next ninja comes along you won't get caught/
up in glitz & things that gleam/
the eyes play tricks on us if you know what i mean/
so from my heart to yours/
put Jah first no matter if the situation is good-bad-or worse/
no one's struggle has to a curse/
leave the bad with the bad buried in the dirt/
live now smile later/
Jah is your self worth/
your power is in your head not in your bed/
who ever told you otherwise/
let those thoughts be dead/
'nough said/
---"Just one of those days... don't take it personal"-Monica
SOME PEOPLE ARE IN YOUR LIFE AS FRIENDS AND IT'S CLEAR TO THAT PARTY THAT IT IS WHAT IT IS-EVERYBODY ISN'T OUT TO SLEEP WITH YOU JUST BECAUSE JAH BLESSED YOU WITH LIFE:)
granted/
she never been made love to b4/
she categorized me with other who made her heart sore/
scorned & torn apart from her authentic beautiful self/
she had run-ins with creeps with fly jeeps/
but her spirit was untouched until I came/
said to say she just thought I came to cum/
but hun/
thought ain't that one/
besides/
I see Jah reflection in your eyes/
you have your whole life ahead of you/
in heaven between your thighs/
those gates should only be entered if a man is willing to die/
for you & live for you too/
if 4ever isn't on his mind/
to hell with what he's trying to do/
the most important person in this conversation is YOU/
overstand you/
I do/
probably a little more than you would like me to/
read between the lines/
find Jah in your thoughts/
so when the next ninja comes along you won't get caught/
up in glitz & things that gleam/
the eyes play tricks on us if you know what i mean/
so from my heart to yours/
put Jah first no matter if the situation is good-bad-or worse/
no one's struggle has to a curse/
leave the bad with the bad buried in the dirt/
live now smile later/
Jah is your self worth/
your power is in your head not in your bed/
who ever told you otherwise/
let those thoughts be dead/
'nough said/
---"Just one of those days... don't take it personal"-Monica
SOME PEOPLE ARE IN YOUR LIFE AS FRIENDS AND IT'S CLEAR TO THAT PARTY THAT IT IS WHAT IT IS-EVERYBODY ISN'T OUT TO SLEEP WITH YOU JUST BECAUSE JAH BLESSED YOU WITH LIFE:)
I LOVE HER BEYOND SPACE
I LOVE HER BEYOND SPACE
FINE & DIVINE LIKE A BOTTLED OF AGED TIME
TIMELESS IN HER DIVENESS
SUPERB IN HER SUBLIMENESS
BEAUTIFUL AFRICAN BODY
MAKING LOVE LIKE A GYMNAST
I BREAK HER LOVING LAWS DOWN
THOUGHT BE HER CHEMIST
JAH GAVE ME APPROVAL
HER SPIRIT BEAR WITNESS
KISSING HER IS A GIFT
TO THE GIFTLESS
IT'S LIKE MEDITATING ON HER BIG AFRICAN LIPS
INDY 500 IS THE DESCRIPTION OF HER HIPS
PRIDE LIKE A PANTHER
CIVILIZING THE 85ERS IS HER STRENGTH
WISE WITH ONE EYE PYRAMID STRATEGY
HER PASSION IS HER PEOPLE
EQUAL IS OUR LOVE & DESIRE
SHE BRINGS THE EARTH & THE WIND
I PRESENT HER WITH SPIRIT WATER FIRE
CONVERSATION ARE IN BRAILLE
OUR SILENCE BE MUCH HIGHER
STARLIT EYES REFLECTS THE SUN'S POWER
SECOND SIPPING ON MEMORIES
PAST THOUGHTS REMEMBER SHE
QUEEN TIYE ENERGY
WATCHING QUEEN SHOWER IS HEAVENLY
AND I BE......
TO BE CONTINUED:)
FINE & DIVINE LIKE A BOTTLED OF AGED TIME
TIMELESS IN HER DIVENESS
SUPERB IN HER SUBLIMENESS
BEAUTIFUL AFRICAN BODY
MAKING LOVE LIKE A GYMNAST
I BREAK HER LOVING LAWS DOWN
THOUGHT BE HER CHEMIST
JAH GAVE ME APPROVAL
HER SPIRIT BEAR WITNESS
KISSING HER IS A GIFT
TO THE GIFTLESS
IT'S LIKE MEDITATING ON HER BIG AFRICAN LIPS
INDY 500 IS THE DESCRIPTION OF HER HIPS
PRIDE LIKE A PANTHER
CIVILIZING THE 85ERS IS HER STRENGTH
WISE WITH ONE EYE PYRAMID STRATEGY
HER PASSION IS HER PEOPLE
EQUAL IS OUR LOVE & DESIRE
SHE BRINGS THE EARTH & THE WIND
I PRESENT HER WITH SPIRIT WATER FIRE
CONVERSATION ARE IN BRAILLE
OUR SILENCE BE MUCH HIGHER
STARLIT EYES REFLECTS THE SUN'S POWER
SECOND SIPPING ON MEMORIES
PAST THOUGHTS REMEMBER SHE
QUEEN TIYE ENERGY
WATCHING QUEEN SHOWER IS HEAVENLY
AND I BE......
TO BE CONTINUED:)
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