:(...

THEY KILLED HIM
THEY DIDN'T ASK HIS NAME
THEY JUST PULLED THEIR GUNS
AND AIMED
THEY KILLED HIM
THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HIS MOM
OR ME
THEY LET BULLETS FLY
TWO BULLETS WAS ALL IT TOOK
NOW LOOK
I'M WITHOUT A LIL BROTHER
AND HE WITHOUT HIS BODY
AND I PRAY THAT GOD GOT ME
BECAUSE ((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))
THIS FEELING IS KILLING ME
WHERE IS HE
WHO KILLED MY LIL BROTHER ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT
POSITIVE ENERGY IS PASSING ME
AND MY DEMONS ARE RESURFICING
I NEED HELP
I NEED LOVE
I NEED MY MOTHER
I NEED MY LIL BROTHER
THEY KILLED HIM ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPRING NIGHT-

((((((((((((((((((((((CRYING)))))))))))))))))))))))))

ET.10.

A MOMENT

MISSING HER BEYOND SOUND
SAVING SELF WITH SONGS SUNG BY MEMORY
WISHING WINDS PICK UP AND BRING HER TO ME
TO NOW
TO WHERE I AM
TO THIS DISTRICT
WITH HER LIPS GLOSSED WITH
LOVE'S KISS OF ETERNITY
BATHE IN BEAUTY KNOWN NOT TO NOW
SO PROFOUND
YEARS HIDDEN IN DIRT KNOWN AS EARTH
IS WHERE WE FOUND
THE LIGHT OF DAY
SHE WAS GETTING HER SHINE ON
AS I WAS GETTING MY CRY ON
WHY ON
SO SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO BREAK THROUGH
AND GROW ON
SO FORMED
SHE DID
IN THE HEART OF ME
ILLUMINATED THE DARK IN ME
RADIANT SHE BE
ANGELIC & MUSICALLY INCLINED
WHISPERING MOMENTS FINGERIN' MY MIND
I WANT TO MAKE LIFE TO HER ON OUR BED OF TIME
WHERE DIVINE DENTS & CRACKED HEADBOARDS
TELL STORIES OF MID-DAY SCREAMS & WET-DAY-DREAMS
WINDOWS HALF WAY OPEN WITH COLTRANE PLAYING
HEARTS THUMPS & STAFF MEETING OVALS AT THE BASE OF LIFE
LIVING NOW
WISHING NOW
PRAYING NOW
SINGING NOW
SCREAMING NOW
CRYING NOW
SCRATCHING NOW
PULLING NOW
SMILING NOW
WANTING NOW
TALKING SHIT NOW
UNTIL NOW BECOMES
HER BODY OPENING UP AND BREATHING
LIFE IN THIS ATMOSPHERE
TAKE ME THERE
DARE ME
I DARE YOU
IT IS TRUE
I DARE YOU TO REPEAT
THAT INNOCENT KISS TO THE NECK OF ME
RELAX
TONIGHT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET WET FOR ME
JUST HOLD ME
IN THIS MOMENT TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME

-:) WHAT DO YOU THINK? ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE.

BLACK ANGELS

A PERFECT IMPERFECTION
BLACK ANGEL
YOU ARE A BLESSIN'
THE ANSWER TO MANY QUESTION
& YOUR ESSENCE
IS THE SMELL OF YOU
BLACK HEAVEN
MUST HAVE PERSONALLY PAMPERED YOU
TIME SPENT WITH YOU
IS IMMEASURABLE
YOU ARE CLEVER & INSPIRING TOO
LOVE IS THE FOUNDATION
OF YOUR SMILE
YOUR EYES LIKE STARS SHOOTING BYE
AS YOU GO
I WONDER WHY
NOT I
& EYES SLIGHTLY GRAZE THE SKY
MOTIVATED BY MY PRESENCE
TO SHINE & FLY WITHOUT END
BLACK ANGEL YOU'RE HEAVEN SENT
SINCERELY YOUR
LOVER & FRIEND


-WISH YOU WASN'T AS FAR FROM NOW AS YOU ARE. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SAY WHAT YOU DIDN'T SAY UNTIL THE PERSON YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID IT TO WAS IN THE DISTANT OR EVEN GONE BEYOND TOUCH????- ET.10.LOVEISMYKEY2LIFE

WHO IS SHE

She's dream desire
and man's higher self
immaculate like a misunderstood conception
a blessin' and a question when expressed to much
we yarn for the touch of her
the lips of her
the hips of her
the breast of her
the ass of her
the center of her
ironically
we laugh at her
not overstanding the life of her
she is the life of us
the death
worse and best of us
the many prayers from us
and the meditations to us
the epitome of space and time
the reason for memory
the beginning and ending of the universe
yet we curse her
beings that are sometimes unworthy of her
and she still without doubt or questions
love us
we left her and blamed her for leaving us
we fuss with her and she just cry silently
waiting and wanting
but staying authentic in her word and ways
slaves and masters
she made us
gave us
all we would need to feed the whole of us
yet we starve in search of us
not knowing
it's her
that should be found in us
bringing heaven through us
the rain is falling
she's crying reflecting on when we
truly knew us
respected us
loved us
trusted us
was faithful to us
believed in us
moved for the good of and in us
when we counted on us to help us
now i cry for the collective us
who lost us in a bad relationship with the lower parts of us-

LOVE ON A BLUE NOTE

 EGYPTIAN BLUE LOTUS
TAKE THIS AS A TOKEN OF YOUR BEAUTY
IN MY MEDITATIVE STANCE CHANLING DJEHUTI
YOUR LOVE IS ANCIENT AND FUTURISTIC
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
REFLECTIONS OF MAAT YOUR WALK IS DIVINE
SUPREME IN SPEECH
WISDOM SHOW IT-SELF WHEN YOU TEACH
SIT DOWN BEFORE THE NILE
LET ME RELEASE THE PRESSURE FROM YOUR FEET
OSHUN IN THESE STREETS
MOODY IN YOUR MOMENTS
FROM ANGELIC TO SLAYING BEAST
YOU ARE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
LOVER
MOTHER
SISTER
AUNTIE
COUSIN
DAUGHTER
NIECE
ELDER
WOMAN
AND BABY GIRL
I'M PLEASURED BY THE SILENCE OF YOU
THE LIPS
EYES
TITS
ASS
HIPS OF YOU
BEYOND BRILLIANT AND HUMBLE IS THE WAY OF YOU
I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE SELF
JUST TO BREATHE WITH YOU
YOU ARE LIFE&DEATH CONJOINED AT THE ROOTS
BLOODY LIKE BILLY'S FRUITS
AND CLEAN AS GOD TOO
SO WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THOUGHT
BE TRUE

------I'M BACK!!!!!!!----THOUGHTS?????

YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME

YEEEEEEES!!! I've had it with you lazy good for nothing selfish pricks

I AM being abused
Used
And I AM very confused
I'm on my death bed crying storms into existence
I'm hurting like hell---if hell hurts
I'm being neglected for some shit I didn't even do
All because of some selfish human beings
I'm drowning in hate
These suicidal thoughts won't escape my dreams
On the devil's back driving the highway to heaven and I'm mad
The sad thing is that you think it's all good
BUT IT'S NOT!!!!
Killing in my name doesn't sound so bad after all
I'm depressed and stressed
I've been crying all night and I'm unable to stay awake in class since you fall so easily
I refuse to wait around for someone to fall into me again
Then break up and spread nasty childish rumors on me
I'm lonely
Don't nobody really know me
The next time you humans decide to break up and blame me for the break up
or
Someone ask you about me
(((crying)))
You can NOW say with my permission
LOVE HURT LIKE HELL!!!
((((just wanting to recognized as IT IS))))
because i do

----------------I wrote this for all who say love hurts and find themselves not LOVING again for years to come because they don't want to take the chance of getting hurt as if LOVE did it. I just want to BE- and not be lied on and talked about in a negative way. I often ask self if anyone ever took the time to ask LOVE if it was okay after y'all (people) abused me during y'all physical interactions with those y'all say y'all LOVE---------This is the REAL LOVE LETTER-ETERNAL THOUGHT

VISIONS OF A SUNSET

:) GOOD MORNING MY HIGH YELLOW SUNSHINE
I LOVE THE WAY YOU RISE & SET ON CREATION
I MISSED YOU LAST NIGHT AFTER SWITCHING SHIFTS WITH THE MOON
SO I WENT TO SLEEP DREAMING OF YOUR COMING
VISIONS OF A HIGH LIT SUNSHINE
AND TO MY PLEASURE
HERE YOU ARE AGAIN ON TIME
I'M BLESSED TO HAVE YOUR SUPPORT IN THIS DAY & TIME
YOUR BEAUTY SHINES ON THE WORLD
BUT IF FEEL LIKE YOUR MINE
ETERNAL TAN ON
I WEAR YOU BRAND BORN
THROUGH STRUGGLE AND TROUBLE
LET'S GET OUR DANCE ON
YOU MAKE ME VIBRATE HIGH
FIRE I DESIRE YOU
I CAN SEE HOW MY OUTLOOK ON THE WORLD
CAN INSPIRE YOU
YOUR ENERGY ADDICTIVE
I'M TURNED OUT AND TWITCHIN'
YOU ARE A DRUG UNREALISTIC
OVERSTAND MY SPIRIT
LET'S GET LIFTED
AFTER SO MANY YEARS
STILL HARD TO QUIT IT
MY MELANIN CORRESPONDS WITH YOUR SHINE
OFF WITH THE SHADES
I'M BLIND
THE GREATEST SACRIFICE
FOR YOU TIME
I ENJOY YOU MOST WHEN IT RAIN
THE THUNDER
BRINGS ABOUT JOYS AND PLEASURABLE PAINS